How Sadness Can Help. Psychology Post.

Beyond Happiness: The Upside of Feeling Down
Negative emotions do us a great favor—they save us from ourselves. They're signals urging us to change what we're doing— and they're actually necessary for feeling good

That's the caption from a quite long psychology post fround here.

The post basically goes through quite alot of negative emotions and explains how they can help us.

Well I should be king of the world. The world should be a paradise. Soon my precious.

You Tube Repeat Button.

A You Tube repeat button. They exist. I can tell you that. I unfortunately can't find the link for the one that i'm using. It was a google chrome App. It plugged straight in. Now I have a loop button just under the subscribe button. It looks natural.

With this loop button I can crop the beginning or ending of video and loop it infinite times or a set amount. So you can crop the beginning where they might be setting up and also crop the ending where they might have some random credits. It's very cool. Exactly what I needed.

So search in Google for You Tube Repeat Button. Check those out one of the results should meet your needs. Sorry I couldn't link the one i'm using I just wanted to write that a You Tube Repeat button exists and works. Good luck hunting one.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Should've Said No Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift - Should've Said No

Like this version as well as the below version. Putting in Music 1 category.



Should've Said No / Pour Some Sugar on Me - Def Leppard & Taylor Swift

Like this version the best I think. I now have a repeat button on You Tube that lets you shorten the ending so I skip Pour some sugar on me but that's still not a bad song. I just found myself addicted to Should've said no.  I like the 3:40 or so mark or just before she switchs to the def leppard song the end of should've said no that's awesome in this video. This video a bit more electric.

Scripture For The Day.

The scripture for today is:

Revelation 21:4 and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

And also the similar in style scripture:

Isaiah 25:8 he will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign LORD will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove his people's disgrace from all the earth. The LORD has spoken.

Mansion In Heaven.

So God I have to ask. Will this be gradual or overnight? Is everyone going to live in space? Perhaps you already have mansions made up, these are in heaven. But this means the question where is heaven?.  It's taking a little bit of time as well. I can believe in mansions in heaven.

There is a matrix but it's human tech and not GOD. I have actually tried to trade home improvements and fashions of costumes and armor accessories within the matrix that is they can be only seen if you've got the classified rating.

Like clothes but you have to be using the matrix virtual reality. I believe i'm one of the first on the market. I don't actually have any designs or skills to make designs even with my mind. My mind is poor. But i'm sure being first on the market with the idea is important.

Once the tech is prevalent enough should be good business.

An idea I had today was to set up a site similar to YouTube but make it a solely educational website. Kind of like a video based Wikipedia for education.

The idea is this. There are millions of students going to school each day. If the teachers recorded a lecture or more than one on all the different subjects they teach over a period of a year. They might have like 5 lectures but if lots of teachers all added there work over the year if would equate to a lot of educational videos that students could use to learn how to do different things.

It would be a matter of getting as many teachers involved as possible. They teach every day. Teachers should definitely be adding footage and lots of it. Even if at the moment it's to Youtube. Also getting the students involved in making the video perhaps holds potentials as well.

I'm just saying that TEACHERS of students need to make more as many and heaps hours of footage of themselves teaching and post it in a useful way. Any and all footage should be posted as a teaching legacy. It would be the power of the multitude and mass of teacher if they all joined in in posting videos of their lectures. Instead of You Tube someone could set up an online university where perhaps only registered teachers could post. Power to the teachers and studernts. Creating a mass of videos should be for them. Footage for footage sake footage upon footage posted.

Comfortable and lasting. Better World Transportation.

Also another idea I had is based on experience. Basically there should be a minimum quality of footwear sold in stores. Like a shoe I bought from The Warehouse lasted about ill give it 6 trips into town and back before it had a huge hole worn right in the bottom of the shoe. Now i have a on special $50 dollar pair of shoes that are new balance branded where I have walked twice as many trips and they aren't showing any wear practically. The thing is the New Balance shoes were also millions of times more comfortable to walk in. Like they gave u a spring in your step.

This is like for transportation. If people have decent cheap shoes then they can walk twice as far and still be comfortable. And if they are doing a lot of walking then the shoe should be comfortable and long lasting. Not like The Warehouse shoe which was practically a waste of materials. The comfort level of The Warehouse shoe was very bad for walking.

It's really for people down on the poor end of the scale. People who don't have cars and have to walk everywhere. I guess also cheap peddle bikes can help. The Warehouse sell those as well. Thing is they probably lack quality for the price.

I know that petrol has fallen. But still for the poor people who have to walk it works for them to give them better longer lasting transportation in the terms of a better shoe to wear and eliminate a certain lower standard of shoe.

I guess I have gone off topic for the scripture of the day.

I'm pretty sure i'm immortal. If I die I will be resurrected. I have trouble believing in certain aspects of the bible. The work of god is to believe in the one he sent. I have no way to prove if Jesus was resurrected and came back to life after being crucified horribly to his death. I'm stuck there.

There are so many fallacies in the bible why can't I hold to them and see past. I keep coming back to the bible to be punished. Is there anything more constructive I can do with my time? Some how perhaps i'm a believer. But what draws me to the bible? I want the power of LOVE.

If one could solve whether there was a God or not this would greatly help the world. If you were able to communicate this information in a believable

way. But I bet that's an impossibility. The mystery of GOD will go on my whole entire life however long or short that is.

It is a mystery. There isn't proof. I can't prove that Jesus was resurrected. If I could prove that it would be power. We talked about power in my last post. I'll leave it here for now.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

What is Love?

What is Love Haddaway.

Adding this to music 2. Looked up what is love and this is the video that they are pushing. There's also a couple of interesting psychological articles about what is love.

That article states that you can't command love.

Not sure if that is totally true.

You can build a fire perhaps. Giving you more than a base level of love. A deeper love. From the excess you spend it on gaining more. A hotter fire.

Love if you have it can't be turned off very much.

Guess i've never been in love. That sucks.

Im concentrating on loving GOD and his son JESUS. But if they don't exist then I am wasting my time utterly. Is it wrong to love Jesus. I can't seem to find any love there really. It's pretty cold hard place trying to get love outta Jesus, enough love to change the world so that there is no more suffering pain tears or death like the scripture says in the bible.

I'm to sick to love really. I find myself getting a little sicker these days again.

To me love is a cure. It's medicine and allows you to preform miracles.

I have yet to see a powerful love like those in the movies where it vanquishes bad guys and demons and defeats all enemies. I dream of this love.

I have idealised love for a long time. I probably haven't loved for along time. Not since I suffered.

I'm finding myself falling away from the bible. I do love everything it says about love. But there is no end to the proofs that are needed such as Jesus being resurrected. It's simply to hard to figure out given the tools I have.

I'm pretty sure i'm delusional in chasing The Holy Bible. I just find the new testament, proverbs psalms and isaiah all very interesting. I mean what if it's real. See I am just this dumb and gullible to fall for it. I like things like defeating evil bad guys and love and righteousness and justice. This is essentially what the bible is about. So this book just agrees with my ideals. It appeals to me. I have a taste for it.

Not sure but believing in the bible it probably only leads to death like every other pursuit on the planet at moment. I like to think if there is anything to be found in the bible I can hopefully find it and be equipped by it.

This is a war on death I am waging. I haven't mentioned it in a while. I would like to live forever. I believe every problem has a solution leading to a paradise awaiting.

I believe we are all eternal now. There will be a resurrection. Nobody actually dies. But some are punished upon resurrection. All our lives will be open before everyone. There will be no secret thing.

I had more ideas but I have forgotten them.

So i guess I can say that being taught of Hollywood I am looking for love through the bible.

I am looking for power. For the kingdom of heaven according to the bible is not a matter of talk but of power. At the moment I have very little power. I am all talk no power.

How do u get power?

God apparently has unlimited power. Love is the power I crave. Because that's the strongest power there is. These also are just more words and talk. I don't know what to do,

We do some strange things when were sick.

So bible if your real i'm waiting on you and God to help me. If your not real then no problem I had fun with you even though you make me very angry for pushing something as truth when in fact it isn't. Bible you confuse so many people. O bible what is your truth.

I shall never see through you to perhaps something better. Bible are you the best there is.

Bible your certainly poor in many areas. You cause much great distress in my life. Why can't I rid myself of you. Not that I want to be rid of you. But I want to know that truth and thus have some peace. I want to be able to present what I have found to others so they can share. At the moment I cant do this as I have nothing.

I want to know the truth.

Now iv'e said enough.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Scripture For The Day.

John 6:29 Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

So I think this is basically saying that the work of God is to believe in Jesus. Reads impossible to some extent. I mean there is a complete lack of evidence about Jesus. There is the bible and that's it. I find it incredibly hard to believe in Jesus.

In the words of Guns and Roses Sweet Child o Mine my opinion about Jesus..... "Where Do We Go Now."

That is to say Jesus is kind of an everlasting circle. There is no end to Jesus. The arguments to and forth on all sides never end.

Myself for one thing I could say that because I have suffered so much and ever so greatly that Jesus is fake. But the bible talks about sharing in Christs suffering. But that's stupid. There needs to be an end to suffering once and for all. A decisive strike.

So having suffered I fall away from Jesus with the opinion that he c
an't really help much. The medicine of earth is horrible and also along with the medicine of religion which works even less.

I have fallen into a horrible trap. O what a tortured soul I am. Who will save me. Perhaps the truth will set me free. It is good to be alive. I am much freer than I was in my Twenties. I no longer suffer the pain that I once endured. It's gone. I don't even have a memory of it. But now i'm tortured by the GOVTS again. With their mind reading tech.

I'm told i'm in a zoo of sorts. Also i'm told i'm a dog in terms of intelligence. I could believe both. So then what can I possibly hope to achieve.

Believing there will be power that does mighty good even if I die I press on. I just have to wait. I will start a fire on this earth at the very least.

I am already fading though. I once was and am yet to come. I have to believe that good will come. To satisfy any longings I had as a kid I have to accomplish good and alot. Evil wars with me.

Really why do we live. Is it just to suffer. There are some hard questions. I can't answer them. If the bible has done anything for me it has provided me with a puzzle. I hope the bible can do good. It is themed around such things. But yet it is so easily twisted. But it hasn't answered any of my questions the bible. The bible has only created problems for me.

I experience the bible to be cool. But it is a puzzle. Perhaps without a time travel machine we will never know. Perhaps an observation is required. I really don't know any keys to unlocking the mysteries of life. I am a passenger hoping to be taught by someone much smarter than me.

What are we able to teach our selves. Do we stagnate? I guess we grow backwards after reaching our peak. It's all down hill from here so they say.

I can't add much to the world with just my words. I'll leave it here.

Timmy Trumpet & Savage - Freaks

Timmy Trumpet & Savage - Freaks.

Adding this song for the line "The Bass and Tweeters Make The Speakers Go To War." Don't have much interest in being a freak though.

Friend introduced me to this song Mr Byronian. It's ok this song. It gets a spot for taking music and speakers to WAR.

I'm in the same style. Waring through music. What have I accomplished really though. There's wars going on all over the planet. When the truth comes out about me and the great multitude of songs I cameo in will this have any impact on the poorest in the world. Knowledge of the truth should create a great fire. It is knowledge that is needed. But not only knowledge. Also truth. Truth spoken in Love.

I speak the truth silently. Nobody hears me. I am not great enough. I want to have an impact on the hungry. I after having suffered want to impact suffering and alleviate it. I think these are important areas to target. But I'm not smart. I need guidance. What are your ways? I'm keen to hear.

Religion is failing in medicine. It hasn't produced any medicine that works yet. This goes for Christianity as well. Your basically told to pray. Money can make a difference to people. I think we fail to understand suffering. Inflicting it on others shows immaturity. We need to grow more. Knowledge of suffering will soon enter our minds. Suffering needs to be overcome in my opinion and I believe this is the truth. Those who suffer are brave. Money can alleviate suffering.

I have pretty much given up most of my power. I have no power to bring about the truth. I never really had any power. Perhaps oneday I will have power and money and influence to make positive change. Until then the internet is all I have. I have rambled enough.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Meatloaf.... You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth (Hot Summer Night)

Meatloaf - You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth (Hot Summer Night)

Kind of remember the song above from my child hood. Came across it just before. Got back into Meatloaf after a friend left a tab open with Meat Loaf - Heaven Can Wait. Listened to that a couple times then looked up Meat Loaf - I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That). Then finally landed on this song. Confusing I know.

[Spoken:]
[Boy:] On a hot summer night,
would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
[Girl:] Will he offer me his mouth?
[Boy:] Yes.
[Girl:] Will he offer me his teeth?
[Boy:] Yes.
[Girl:] Will he offer me his jaws?
[Boy:] Yes.
[Girl:] Will he offer me his hunger?
[Boy:] Yes.
[Girl:] Again, will he offer me his hunger?
[Boy:] Yes!
[Girl:]And will he starve without me?
[Boy:] Yes!
[Girl:] And does he love me?
[Boy:] Yes.
[Girl:] Yes.
[Boy:] On a hot summer night,
would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
[Girl:] Yes.
[Boy:] I bet you say that to all the boys!



Meatloaf - Paradise By The Dashboard Light.

This was really the first time I heard this Meatloaf song but there is enough content in the song as in I like it enough to add it as well.



Meat Loaf - I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That).

Now this song I used to listen to as a 15 year old back in the day when it first came out in 1993. This really bought me to the attention of Meatloaf. I didn't have any connection to any of his other songs by name until internet. So three Meatloaf songs in one post. I thought this would be ok.

Try dem out. Try a nibble on one of these songs. Give it a play. Trya nibbles on any of the songs I have posted.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Ring My Bell. Anita Ward.

Ring My Bell. Anita Ward.

Found myself singing this today. It's from 1979 I think. So again although I haven't got many listens out of this i'm adding it to say that i've been here. This is not actually a bad song. I quite like it but probably won't listen to it very much.  Going under MUSIC 2.

Darcy Lee

Ridin Dirty Fast and Furious.

Ridin Dirty - Fast and Furious.

Got a few listens out of this. Adding mostly as a record that I have been here. Don't think ill come back to this but maybe possibly.

Darcy Lee

Paul Kelly - Love Never Runs on Time

Paul Kelly - Love Never Runs on Time.

Heard this at a friends and kind felt it true yet it's only how we see it and in God's eyes love is always on time it's only to us humans that it seems that love never runs on time. I'm adding this song to say i've been here.

Darcy Lee

Billy Joel - We Didn't Start the Fire

Billy Joel - We Didn't Start the Fire.

Only listened to this a couple times.  Adding to Music 2 to keep a record that I visited this song. I like it but it doesn't have lasting appeal to me. Also the lyrics to me don't represent an everlasting, all consuming, unquenchable fire that the bible proposes. The lyrics don't click with me in a biblical sense, the chorus. Perhaps i'm reading them wrong. I do like how it's based on headlines of history though.

Darcy Lee

Epic Rap Battles.

Columbus vs Captain Kirk. Epic Rap Battles of History #14

Got a few listens out of these mostly the Goku vs Superman.




Goku vs Superman. Epic Rap Battles of History Season 3

Quite enjoyed this rap OVER 9000.

Darcy Lee

Scripture For The Day.

SCRIPTURE FOR THE DAY.

Thought I would post this scripture:

1 Peter 4:1 Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.


I've got the feeling i've posted this before but I feel a strong attachment to a lot of the scriptures that talk about suffering. I'm hoping that this scripture applies to me. I would like the power to never sin again. That would be an awesome power. If sin is nothing but bad then the ability to avoid it every time would be cool.

So I have armed or am arming myself with this scripture, hoping that my 10 years of suffering qualifies me for the blessings that are spoken of in the bible for people that suffer. This scripture is one of them.

I could do without sin in my life. I wish to never suffer again. I will avoid it greatly I hope. Suffering is horrible and something needs to be done about it. I believe I have suffered enough so others won't suffer. Or how much suffering is enough. Suffering is an evil.

I can't find good things other than scripture about suffering. I certainly from experience don't find anything good about suffering.

Perhaps oneday something good will come from my suffering. Perhaps I never will sin again. Perhaps I am done with sin. I hope so.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Summer Breeze by Seals & Crofts.

Summer Breeze - Seals and Crofts.

Found myself singing "Summer breeze rolling through the chapels in my mind".  Yep must've remembered this from my child hood.

The actual line is:

Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind. Got a couple plays out of this song, adding it cause I remembered part of it.


The whole lyricys are this:

See the curtains hangin' in the window, in the evenin' on a Friday night.
A little light a-shinin' through the window, lets me know everything is alright.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

See the paper layin' in the sidewalk, a little music from the house next door.
So I walked on up to the doorstep, through the screen and across the floor.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

Sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom. July is dressed up and playing her tune.
And I come home from a hard day's work, and you're waiting there, not a care in the world.
See the smile a-waitin' in the kitchen, food cookin' and the plates for two.
See the arms that reach out to hold me, in the evening when the day is through.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

A memory from me.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Elvis Presley - Blue Suede Shoes.

Elvis Presley - Blue Suede Shoes.

Found myself listening to this on 3rd play right now.  I looked it up for the line "It's a one for the money".  There's also a recent movie called that as well.

I'm thinking that I could add more music that I randomly access for one reason or another even if I don't really listen to it more than once. I still have to have a reason for adding it and i'll try and include that reason.  There have been a couple songs that I've forgotten now that I could have included because i looked them up for one reason or another.

Also another reason for giving this a listen is that my auntie, my Mums sister, is a big Elvis fan.

My Aunties kid, my first cousin, who I grew up with but haven't seen for years, the eldest of her kids, is getting married on either the 1st or 2nd of January 2015 and alot of the family are heading to Mt Ruapehu for the ceremony. I'm not going. Would cost heaps to have me stay there. The old saying: "IF I WAS A RICH MAN"

So yeah enjoy Elvis. He was a rich man. He's dead now. I think immortality would be a higher possession than all the riches there are at the moment in this world.

There is an effort to push for immortality but it needs more money and higher profile people. An end to all suffering is what the bible predicts and i'm happy to agree with it. But alas there is much evil in the world and we must take as many precautions as possible.

I could say that i've covered a fair bit of the human suffering that exists in my own body. Manboy have I suffered. No really. I have truly suffered for a very long time and right at the limit of human suffering. Suffering didn't make me strong. But I endured. But my suffering should have changed something. I wonder what my suffering has achieved for me. I say my suffering was so great that things can no longer stay the same or as they were. My suffering has altered the world. If you can share in the sufferings of Jesus Christ like the bible says then I have done that.

Failing that. Well my suffering was so great that I predict it will impact the world in a huge way. Thus far people only fail to interpret exactly how much I have suffered. I am told that in Africa they suffer more. I came under the power of the Government Executioners. They tortured me with modern technology. Far greater than any natural suffering I endured. It was inflicted upon me. There isn't a mark on my body to show my suffering. As far as you are aware I am normal. I have never suffered. People can't recognise great suffering in others if they have never suffered themselves. The world by my suffering that took place is now different. It can never happen again.

Really there needs to be a huge push for the end of suffering and a huge push for immortality. Right out in the open. With everyone taking part. There are jobs for everyone, they just haven't been named.

I should have a job really. I can use a computer better than alot of people. But saying that any literate teenager would have the same skills that I have now adays and better as they do it all with a cell phone and I barely use my cell phone at all.

Scripture for the day:

Proverbs 27:12  A prudent person foresees danger and takes precautions. The simpleton goes blindly on and suffers the consequences.

There is plenty of evil in the world in the form of people.

Recognise my suffering.

Donate for my house and car and lighter lifestyle. When I have my own house then my suffering has been recognised in part. I repeat. You must recognise my suffering. There is heaps to be learned by it. Don't let my suffering be wasted on you. I have truly suffered. I say things.

I have earned a house of my own through blood. Yet I still don't have one. My suffering was great. I now need a house please. I through suffering have changed the world. But this is not recognised either. The world will be a better place, that I have existed and suffered.

I have changed the world. Through suffering.

For this change I ask for my own house not much else. Respect.


Leeda
Darcy Lee