Fear of the Dark Iron Maiden.

Fear of the Dark - Iron Maiden.

The dj on the radio got requested a song by Iron Maiden and he guessed which Iron Maiden song it was going to be so made me think this was one of Iron Maidens more popular songs.  I liked the song when it came on the radio and so looked it up and now been playing it all day.  I also got a couple by Will.Iam to add.

Immortality War On Death.

1 Corinthians 15:26 The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

I found this blog entry from my old war on death immortality website that was hosted at 110mb.com.  The site has been taken down now but it was my original blog that I started when I first made a blog all those years ago.  This post is dated 12th of February 2007.  It's an interesting read.  Turns out my house was actually bugged.  I wasn't crazy.

This post represents the theory that I had a song even before September 11th 2001.  I was being monitored as I am able to look back now and see definitely now that I have knowledge of the matrix that has been revealed to me.  Anyway here is the post for old times sake.

12/02/07
If you've just come to this page and this is the first blog entry that your reading then i'll update you as to what i'm up to. Basically i'm just trying to earn some money through the internet. Donations mostly, offering at the moment nothing in return for them. Free money. The money will go towards, well, hopefully a house, but as well all the possessions that make a house a house. Things like televisions, stereos, furniture. Any money will also be used for the general running costs of day to day living as well, electricity, food, basically anything you can think of. Some money could also be used for the promotion of this website, advertising through bidvertiser (i'm currently running a $9 US campaign at the moment from earnings of this website) or even something like the purchase of more domain names.

Things of encountered so far are that there is lots of competition from other websites who have much better ideas and/or better website design and/or are offering something of value in return. My plan to combat this is to try and operate this website for a long period of time say 4-5 years and over that time integrate ideas that will aid in receiving donations. The time factor is how I hope to compete, with time I will gain alot more content and come up with a clearer direction and have things running more smoothly and have a broader understanding of what is required to earn money for nothing. This website has been running for 5 months now since yesterday. I haven't had much traffic yet. Other websites have had so much more traffic after starting at around the same time. Traffic should be just "over time" as well. I mean i'm in a hurry but I can be patient as well. I haven't had any donations yet. So far i've earned $10 dollars US from a sponsered text link advertisement and thats it. It's a start though.

More information about me is that i'm kinda crazy. This is another reason I desire a house. A house is safety and security. Kinda crazy people need these things. If i'm not crazy then I am at least quite sick. The doctors actually have some debate whether i'm crazy or not, but they do definitely agree that i'm sick. When I was 16 I started smoking cannabis. I got very heavily involved in cannabis but not other drugs. When I was 20 and a half I got very sick and turned to religion. I was and am in alot of pain, i'd describe it like having a headache all the time. Cannabis has done alot of damage to my brain, to my thinking, cognitive and language abilities (basically my life). The lesson perhaps that can be passed to others from my experiences is to avoid cannabis and if you do smoke it to do so in moderation with the aim to get off it completely. I started smoking cannabis thinking that it was safe and the general opinion of people that smoke it is that it is quite safe, but my suffering and misery from it speak differently. The only advice about cannabis that I will give now is to avoid it with a passion. I've moved on from religion now, but that caused me alot of problems, believing in something thats false and not true does that. Thats my opinion of religion now, of Jesus. Avoid Jesus too with a passion. Life is difficult for many, I think it's impossible to avoid believing in things that are lies and wrong etc throughout our lives but most try as I do. So thats where I am at the moment.
Here now is one of my insanity storys, something that I think happened but maybe because i'm real sick it's all just false. I can't tell the difference if you understand. I was/am real sick. It will read as crazy but then some consider I am. I do suffer.

So well I was working in Wellington NZ, at Bond and Bond an electronics retail store as a sales person. I new for ages that I was on the way out and was sick but I just kept going hoping that I would pull through and get better. I was definitely delusional, mostly religious beliefs. So with my delusions I quit my job and moved back to my parents house. Well for some reason I thought that the government had bugged my parents house, as ya do when your delusional and religious. Well to deal with this I made a few comments out loud directly speaking to these so called listening devices. One comment was "It's sin in your time". It's hard to keep things in context, but what I meant was sorta like they were sinning with these listening devices and that "In your time". From here I will introduce you to the word "Mondegreens". A mondegreen is the mishearing (usually accidental) of a phrase in such a way that it aqquires a new meaning (form wikipedia). Like you hear a song on the radio and think the lyrics say one thing perfectly but when you look up the lyrics they actually are completely different from what you heard. Click the mondegreen link to read the wikipedia article. What i'll add next is that somehow I got the idea of the word "blue" in my head for about 6 months. I would just be walking around my house and with sadness say "blue" and over that six months I had many conversations with many people about "blue" but I won't tell you what was in those conversations (they new I was crazy of course but blue ya know it just made sense to me the crazy person). I had this belief in blue. For six months everything in my life revolved around the word "blue". (Told ya I was crazy). My answer to any question was quite commonly "blue".

Back to the listening devices. Another thing I said out loud to them was something like "Indeed I would Die" referring to immortality and what I had given and would give for it's invention and to me the only thing to die for. To the listening devices (and possibly cameras now) I also explained I was blue inside and that they were blue. Err ya had to be there. So I was real sick right. Well another of my beliefs was telepathy. I knew I was sick and I believed that the goverment was around and to me they were there to help but there was nothing they could do really. Well, not long after I got sick I was walking across my room and I was like, OH OH, there going to make a song about me. I then sat down on my bed and started to um try and help them write the song, with my telepathy of course. It's hard to explain how it worked but basically it was like combining energy of sorts (disclaimer - telepathy is not real). This was all in my head. Anyway it was real muddy inside my head but after a couple of lines of the song the question was asked what was my favourite car as this was to be included in the song. They chose corvette, but a corvette wasn't my favourite car, so I then started to have an argument (in my head with the songwriters) about how a corvette wasn't my favourite car but they just kept going with the song and wouldn't listen so I just left them to it after becoming real frustrated. That part was real crazy huh. Basically what i'm saying is that all the things I spoke out loud to the "bugs" are mondegreened into the song "Blue" by Eiffel 65 and that I proclaimed "oh oh there going to make a song about me" then had an argument about a corvette not being my favourite car and that corvette is included in the Eiffel 65 song and spent six months talking and thinking about nothing but blue. Just as another thing, I also said out loud to the bugs "Move your Body" referring to how they should move their minds and such. There is another song called "Move your Body" by Eiffel 65, with the minds aspect involved. All just the coincidences of a crazy person I guess. I must say though that I can't exactly communicate efficiently and coherently which would detract from what possibly could be real. All just the insanity of a craxy person I guess.

The mondegreened lines I hear are the chorus, where I hear "Indeed I would die" instead of blue da ba dee, and the line where it says "Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside" I hear as "it's sin in your time". The first part of that line used to sound different before I read the lyrics but i've forgotton now. The only real compelling evidence is that I spent like 6 months mentioning nothing but "Blue". If someone does that and then a song comes out like that what are they to think really. Having the notion that they were going to write a song and then having an argument about a corvette as well hmm er yeah this is crazy. Ignore me. I think there's is also one or two more mondegreened lines in there but this was like 8 years ago so I don't remember. Something else I said to the bugs was "Listen" in the same style that appears in the song.  All just coincidence I guess and the thoughts and experiences of someone who can only be and is crazy. I spent six months saying and doing nothing but "Blue". Anything can be heard wherever you want so don't take this as real to much. I just wanted to say. Oh yeah another thing I said to the bugs is "Blew my house" with the line in the song using blue instead of blew but I won't tell ya the context.

Here are the lyrics to "Blue" by Eiffel 65. Also you could have a look at some of the lyrics mondegreen websites that exist that have examples of peoples lyrics mondegreens as they have heard the same things that I have heard so i'm not alone. This was just a story of some coincidences and some mondegreens of a crazy person I was real sick though so they could of been doing something nice for me as there was nothing else they could do. Blue!!

I See Fire - The Desolation of Smaug

I See Fire - Ed Sheeran The Desolation of Smaug Hobbit Soundtrack.

Downloaded this off You Tube and had it on repeat for a while in media player so it deserves a spot.  First post of the new year.  Happy 2014 New Year.  I just had a few drinks round here at my house.  Slept the entire next day pretty much recovering wasn't hung over just exhausted.  Also today I was exhausted.  I don't have very much battery life charge.  Can be annoying.

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas.  Also a Happy New Year.

I got a new computer chair for Christmas, now my back won't hurt so much.  I also got some shoes and socks and a box of chocolates.  Pretty good takings. Not doing anything for new years again, I'm to old and to poor for that.  I'm 36 in May 2014.  I rather old.  Delusions come easy.  Mistakes also.  Hope I can live a long life without hurting myself or others.  We are all so fragile.  I have a Nanna still alive who's 82.  If she can do it I can at least live another 30 years.

We will see some amazing things in the next 30 years.  I'm hoping for life extension and then onwards and upwards to total immortality.  Failing immortality in my lifetime I believe technology will be such that I will be resurrected without to much hassle along with every other creature and being who has ever lived.  This is a fairly strong belief I have.  I don't think it's to far fetched.  Others disagree about immortality and wanting to live for ever.  I think the future holds a paradise but first there is work to be done in the fields.

Great Joy is possible in the future, probably through tech as it appears God has lost the race, after all God has had 2000 years. I could be wrong.  Maybe tech is Gods plan.  I hope I can find peace and trade peacefully with others.

Here are a couple of scriptures to ponder for no apparent reason.  The Kingdom of Heaven is Like:


Matthew 13:44-46
44 The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

45 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it

Merry XMAS.

Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey.

Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft Skylar Grey.

Just discovered this.  Haven't listened to it much yet but I like the chorus.  Have to play it quietly at the moment as it's late at night and don't want to wake the neighbours.  I'll play it louder tomorrow when the neighbour has gone out.  This is the only time I can have loud music, when the neighbour goes out.  If there is no car I can have loud music.

Last neighbour kept calling noise control.  Got noise control around to my house at like 3.00pm in the afternoon.  I mean who rings noise control at that time.  Anyway enjoy this song.

Bitcoin Digital Currency.

Bitcoin.  This is basically new to me.  I only just heard about it but it was first introduced in 2009.  Bitcoin as this currency is called can be mined using your computer.  My computer only has the capability to earn about 9 cents a day, this doesn't even cover the electricity that it would use.

But you can buy asic (Application Specific Integrated Circuits) Miners which mine much faster than your ordinary video card but they cost a fair bit and you have to mine for a while before you make the cost of the card back.  If I ever have any money i'm thinking of investing.  If i'd known sooner I could have maybe made some money.

I would probably invest in a asic miner and probably not make my money back.  Lol.

I'm going to run it overnight tonight to see how much I make.  This is basically another way to make some money.  Bitcoins were at one stage selling for $1200 US dollars for one.

U can run the software and still use the computer for surfing just not 3d games.

Look into Bitcoin if you want to make some money and you have a fast video card already.  Look into butterflylabs.com to they sell the asic miners.

This is all.

Leeda.

Naughty Boy La La La Ft. Sam Smith.

Naughty Boy La La La ft. Sam Smith.

Listing this just for the La La La part.  I like that.  The rest of the song is just average to me.  This song has over 200 million hits on YouTube.

Keri Hilson - Knock Me Down.

Keri Hilson ft Kanye West and Neyo - Knock Me Down.  Listened to this quite a few times over a couple of days.  Have discovered Monster by Eminem so this will probably go on the back.  This song is good enough to post anyhow.  I enjoyed it enough.

Eminem The Monster.

Eminem ft Rihanna - The Monster.  Liked this the first time I heard it but alas i'm deaf and have trouble hearing what Marshall is rapping.  I also love the distorted voice in the song.  That's my favourite.  Great song by Eminem and Rihanna.

Censorship.

The CENSORSHIP of Darcy Lee and his phone call where he predicted a war, suffering and made a stand with the greatest urgency 2 days before the Twin Tower Terrorist attacks in America USA on New Zealand Nationwide talkback radio, the CENSORSHIP is pure evil.

This phone call still exists to this very day hidden and locked away safe somewhere inside a Government Department.  It's like a Mona Lisa.  It has been classified secret.  

I tell you this phone call is an important piece of information and knowledge.  Information and knowledge.  It is being kept from public view.  

I predict that this phone call could reach over 20 000 000 million views easily or more as a YOUTUBE VIDEO.  I really don't know but I know that it will be popular.  

This is important.  CENSORSHIP is wrong.  YOU MUST HELP ME.  

My phone call is an important piece of history.  I deserve the GLORY or not but it's the Mona Lisa this phone call to a talkback radio station that I speak of.  It needs to be in public view.  

PHONE CALL ON YOUTUBE.  It still exists.  You don't destroy something precious, valuable, unique expensive etc.    OF COURSE IT EXISTS.  

THIS IS CENSORSHIP of the TRUTH KNOWLEDGE JOY HAPPINESS INFORMATION.  

The GOVT powers that be use CENSORSHIP against my voice and my property.  This phone call is my property to release onto YOUTUBE and the INTERNET in general for all to see.   

They CENSOR my free speech against constitutional law I believe.  It is more important that this phone call be released than for it to be kept a secret.  It will change history and many lives.  It is important.  

Please DEFEND my Right to Free Speech.

DARCY LEE

LEEDA.

Losing The Internet and Phone.

It's just turned 12am here in NZ and it's now the 17/11/13.  Later today my internet and phone are probably going to be cut off as I haven't paid the bill for about 3 months and it's $250 in debt.

I got a automated phone call from them saying that if I didn't pay the bill they would cut me off in two days, that was two days ago.

It's very sad.  My mum's going to go banana's.  I've had the phone and internet on for about 8 years now under my own name and have always managed to pay the bill.

O well just another casualty.  I should be well off and set-up for life because of the Twin Towers.  If I could get a copy of the phone call I made where I yelled war and made the whole phone call about how there was going to be a war in prophecy 2 days before the attacks on nationwide talkback radio then I would soon be a millionaire.  But alas the Govt censors the call from general public release.  If I could put the call on You Tube it would make me very wealthy and famous as well.

I need a lawyer.

So yep don't know when my internet will be back on.  This is sad and all the Governments fault.  I should be rich :(

All is lost.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

I Wonder Why.....

I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

All Along The Watchtower Jimi Hendrix.

All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix.

I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower".  It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does.  I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.  

So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others.  I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say.  I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess.  I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say.  I have suffered extremely and nobody knew.  So i'm telling you now.  There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had.  Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things.  Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was.  It's not pleasant.  I hope there is a purpose to it.  Surely it must make sense some how.

In suffering all is lost.  Suffering is the absence of joy.  I hope not to suffer any more.  1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.  I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it.  I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me.  What is the purpose of suffering?  Nobody knows.  Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.

Christ suffered.  If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered.  What is it about suffering?  I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm.  Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible.  I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever.  Something permanent has to be done.  Right now.  Not in a 1000 years but now.

Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain.  So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain.  I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day.  There will be no more pain.  Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain.  If you like it it's not pain.  I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are.  With the end of pain comes immortality.  There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering.  2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.

I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass.  We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do.  God seems along way off from reality.  I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering.  To defeat it.  I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore.  Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over.  No more suffering.  I have said enough for now.  War on suffering until immortality.  Let life shine brightest.

Anyway i'll leave you with Jimi Mr Hendrix.

Take Me To Your Leeda.

I posted the text below on about 5 different forums.  On one forum,  Bibleforums.org, I got my account banned (Lol), on another forum, AboveTopSecret.com, the post got deleted.  On ChristianForums.com, Bodybuilding.com and Longecity.org the post still exists but the thread has died a horrible death. Longecity.org has 71 views and is still near the top of the forum but it doesn't see much action really.

Anyway here is the post:

Post anything you want to say to "The Powers That Be" here in this thread and I guarantee you if they like it, it will go to the top. This means posting in this thread gets you in front of President Obama and his aides. Or even higher people that exist outside the Pres in total shadowness. I guarantee that if it's important or somehow something they and these people will read it.

Can you make them laugh with some of your wit? Maybe you can? What are you going to say. Do you have words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict. You have been delivered before Kings and Governors and Presidents. 

Believe and so speak.

Leeda.

I use the nickname Leeda when it's available.  Anyway here is the one reply that I got from christianforums.com from the user Gottservant:

We should believe we are heard.

We should believe we are heard when we pray too.

But prayer is more important.

That was his post.  None of the other replies on the other forums are worth mentioning.  I suppose if you posted a comment on this webpage and it was important then it would probably go up to the top through my handlers so by all means leave a comment if you dare it could be seen by the President, no really it could.  

One day if I ever become famous i'll start my own forum, it will only work if i'm famous because that will be the only way to get members.  I'll pay money and everything to set up a forum and run ads so that it eventually pays for itself.

Leeda.

Please Bleed - Ben Harper.

Ben Harper and the Innocents - Please Bleed.

I wasn't going to add this cause I didn't listen to it very much and I found it what you could say triggering a memory over and over that was annoying.  So anyway I have forgotten the memory and now enjoy the song and have added it to the music collection which now totals 113 videos added.

Timbaland Morning After Dark.

Timbaland - Morning After Dark.  Found the hook quite catchy for this song so been listening to it.