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Yet another song I found myself remembering the chorus to. Didn't know who sung it. I would like to believe in a thing called love. Perhaps between a man and his creator. Greater than a woman. Or both.
Just love would be nice to experience. Can't say i've loved in a while being as sick as I am. I am in the darkness.
Started singing this the other day so looked it up. It was prolly a couple weeks ago that I looked it up as it's been sitting open in a tab waiting for me to add it. Just listening to it now and it's not bad. Going to add it to Music 3. It's not really much of a memory so not adding it to that category. Anyway another old song I have recalled listening to and find myself able to quote.
So in my thinking I come to this Question. What is Love. Google provides this song. It's familiar. A memory.
John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends.
I'll call this one the scripture of the day.
1 Corinthians 8:3 But whoever loves God is known by God.
I want to know if GOD is real or not. It would solve alot of problems in the world.
A lot of people are concentrating on how to produce cheap and clean energy. I've been trying to work out if GOD is real.
Like do we have a creator?
I guess it's almost impossible to believe in a virgin birth and resurrection. And also there's many competing religions. Each one claiming they are the one true religion.
GOD hasn't helped anyone in like forever. Not with miracle healings or anything.
There hasn't been much light in the darkness. The world is in a very sad state of affairs. People killing each other with weapons over GOD.
Guess GOD doesn't help people.
How has GOD ever helped you that isn't a strong delusion?
IF the world is an example of GOD then GOD is not very nice.
Why wasn't this dealt with before I was born.
We are in the dark.
Now i'm not very smart. But to be in this amount of darkness and suffering we must be slaves or prisoners of war. Anyway i've had a run in with something very evil. God hasn't helped. The bible made it worse.
I'm supposed to believe in a virgin birth. Also a resurrection. With no proof of either. Now if it were truth then it should be obvious to all.
We need a light in this darkness. Something of truth love and substance.
Jesus has so far been ineffective. Now if something of Christ were happening today the whole world could tune in like 9/11. The media would be there to give video footage to every single person.
For example Gangnam Style has over 2 Billion views. People can be informed of something happening. If Jesus were to walk on water today or feed 5000 people then we would all know about it. It wouldn't be hidden.
So if Jesus is hidden it's because he chooses to stay hidden.
I just got to say beware of the dangers in the world. I mean i was in crippling pain just from sitting in my chair for to long. You can become hurt very easily. Old age doesn't agree with me. Look after yourself. Prepare as young as possible. Make good habits young and you will keep them in your old age.
My life is horrible. Nobody believes anything I say. I need money and I can't get it.
A law change could help my life considerably. But then I would still have a housing problem. There is a housing problem in New Zealand. The houses are to expensive and they are run down. I need to move. This house stinks of mold. It's all through my clothes and everything. It's a very damp house.
NOBODY really is there to help you. Unless you have money you don't have much choice.
Possibly one-day money will be replaced. Perhaps an abundance in the world would help everyone. An abundance through technology. God seems not to want to help.
So GOD what exactly are you doing? I guess you don't exist.
We are on our own. Slave to the Govt's and their weapons.
Who will lead our enemies into captivity.
I have plenty of enemies. They torture me. They sit school exams on me using their mind reading matrix vr tech. Nobody believes. I should be free by law.
I am a slave. A war slave. And you allow this through your unbelief and mockery and laughter.
This tech they are going to use to control the world.
First listened to this and thought the "together together well be together" part was to aggressive but now I like it. I like this song so am adding it to Music.
I have memories of this. I listened to it in 1992 when I got a new stereo and FM radio was pretty much all I had. They used to play this heaps. Apparently it came out alot earlier than 1992. So NZ music was way behind because they played this like a new song.
I was very much music retarded growing up. As in only really had a radio and a few tapes. Tapes cost like $20 bucks. So much money. I didn't have very many originals. I also needed to humble myself and create mix tapes on the blanks I had as I had a few blanks.
Now after a quick search i'm going to add another Belinda song.
Belinda Carlisle - Heaven Is A Place On Earth
Adding to music 2 because of this song. If it was just circle then it would be music 3.
Can't remember how I got onto this song. I'm going to add it to Music 2 because it's good enough.
Also Adding this scripture.
Revelation: 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
I think there is enough here to add to Music 2. I have heard this through the years and have always enjoyed it. Remember watching it on TV while in hospital and a nurse asking who Sung it which I actually happened to know. I think if I'd told him the name of the song as well then he would've had more interaction with it in the future. Or was that he asked me the name of the song and if I had told him who sung it as well. Anyway I only gave him half what he needed. I guess I can call that a fail.
Started singing the Are You Ready Part and so looked it up.
I tried searching for this song to see if I added it and it doesn't look like I have. I also don't think i've added any other ACDC songs either, this is the first.
AC/DC.
There was some mention of 2 cellos cover of thunderstruck but I couldn't find it.
There isn't anymore information on this song. It only has 57 views as of this posting. I'm actually adding it to Music 2 because I have got quite a few views and listens out of it.
I've been in Malachi about a week ago. I had experience of the scripture and looking it up is where I found this Jewel.
I like the translation better where it says Malachi 3:17 and they shall be mine, saith the LORD of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them.
I have this memory of being at Wai College (Pronounced War Col) and thinking that one day I would make up my jewels and that they would be perfect I and would have all that I needed. There were like sockets on the body for jewels which enhanced your power. Other people were Jewels. You could refine and cut them until they became perfect. I think it was their word that was a jewel.
I remember a little more but I won't write it down pretty much because it's so fuzzy. I was basically leveling my gems and cutting them to perfection before the day when they would all be placed in their final sockets to be there for ever never to be moved again and they were to be perfect. Totally Crazy. But that's what being mind controlled as a kid gets you.
ANyway. Check this song out.
Added Label "Malachi". I'm going to add all the scripture books to labels over times as I post more scriptures.
This song is pretty cool. Was going to add it to Music 2 but listening to it now i'm going to add it to Music 3 as i'm bored of it already and there isn't much playability left in it. Really just to say i've been here and was thinking of you old U2 - One.
Called this up in my mind the other day so looked it up. This is MICHAEL JACKSON of the Jackson 5. Rocking it as a kid. Learning the craft. Pretty Great he became Michael did. Adding to Music 3 as just passing through.
This video has 26671 views on Youtube. I found the tab open and I just listened to it now so i'm going to add it to Music 3. This is just to say that I have been here to this video. I don't really know if the song is any good. THIS IS MUSIC 3. It mentions love and a weapon. That's all good. This almost deserves Music 2 after listening again and considering it's topic. OK. THIS IS MUSIC 2. I included it in both Music 2 and Music 3. Because after reading Love and Weapon.
Adding this to Music 3 because I didn't listen to it but I started singing it and looked it up. I don't really like Radiohead very much for some reason.
I remember watching the song Everybody Hurts by this band when it first came out on New Zealand TV. Back then before internet there wasn't much ways to get new music and TV played a huge part in introducing new music to me. And actually now my Alzheimers shows through. It was R.E.M that sings Everybody Hurts.
A song I do have memories of of Radiohead is Creep that I recognised when I looked up Radiohead. This is the very first song I know myself of listening to Radiohead. I must say it's a bit of a downer song now. It was on some mix compilation. It was quite good at the time.
I decided to embed Creep. It's below. It's an old song from my youth. I would've been like 15 listening to this. Check it out only if your super bored and recognize it yourself. But other than that this is Music 3.
Adding this cause it's pretty cool. Haven't listened to it much. I like the chorus. It's possible it's one of my songs but I cant remember. It was 14 years ago.
Finally after like 9 years of operating my website I have managed to get a payout from Google Adsense. I managed after this time to reach the NZ $130 dollar mark. I mean like 9 years. I'm pretty sure this website has had Adsense this whole time so it really did take me that long.
Goggle Adsense.
It was a long time. Anyway with the money I purchased a 2 Terabyte Western Digital external Hard Disc Drive. I'm pretty sure that I will be able to hit the payout limit in about 3-4 years this time. I've already had a good month. I don't think I'm actually allowed to tell you how much I earned through Adsense exactly so I won't. But already It's been pretty good.
The money from the first payout was in my bank account on October 22 2015.
I'm going to update the money clock on the side of page to show the new earnings. I'm also going to add the Diablo 3 earnings from the past and any other earnings I make like other games I have played. This money clock is for all money I make through the internet.
Added Label "Money Clock".
So in terms of what i've made through the internet here goes:
$10 US Dollars for Ad on Website. Source dried up. $391 US Dollars from Diablo 3 Auction House, Source dried up. $260 US Dollars Other Games. Can still make a little money from this source possibly but not much. $85 US Dollars from Google Adsense. Still able to make money from this source.
$746 US Dollars altogether and this is the total that's going on the clock. So my efforts from the internet have earned me this much in 9 years of trying. Not very successful really.
Watching this makes me wonder whatever happened to my life. I mean I made a million dollars at 23 but I had to suffer heaps to make that. I always thought I would make a discovery of something. Anyway I turned down the 1 million and here I am broke to this day. I'm still waiting for the Govt to pay me out. I should get enough money for a house one day from the Govt and then finally start to prosper.
I guess I never applied myself. I always found things to hard and gave up early. I could've learned to program computers but failed there. It would of been good enough just to be set up for life but I didn't even claim that for myself.
15 Richest YouTubers.
This video lists people who have made millions through YouTube. I'm jealous also.
A song from my childhood probably. I think I hated this song. This is another song that's going in Music 3. Found myself singing the chorus so looked it up.
This came out when I was a teenager like 20 years ago. Looked it up a few days ago. Some reference to sanity made me look it up. Perhaps I started singing it. Insane in the membrane. Insane in the brain.
House of Pain - Jump Around Lyrics
House of Pain
Got to this song from Cypress Hill. They are both similar in sound. Enjoyed them both. I must of heard this song before as the Jump Around bit is familiar. Adding this post to Music 2.
Run To The Hills - Iron Maiden. I found myself quoting this song so adding it. I started singing Run To The Hills and looked that up. Also because I enjoyed the other Iron Maiden songs i've added to this blog. This is more for just catalog though really. I don't really enjoy this song very much. But I have been here is another thing to say.
Added new label "Music 3" This is for songs that didn't quite make it. Music is older and now favourites. Music 2 is General and Music 3 is didn't like but visited.
Woman Who Can Smell Parkinsons. This women can smell the disease Parkinsons on other humans. Rather amazing. According to the video they have been able to analyse the same molecule that she can smell.
There must be other people out there with amazing senses and other abilities. I guess it's just how to find them. I'm sure the Govt's looking.
I recommend this show if you like the premise. Basically man takes drug that makes him the smartest man in world. I watched the first six episodes in one night. I started to lose a little interest in the end but there is still enough here to keep me going.
I like it. It would be cool to be supersmart. I'm sure there are many other things they could think of to demonstrate smartness but mostly they don't seem overly complex.
I will keep watching this show. It's annoying how you only get one episode per week.
I watched this the other night. I wouldn't recommend this movie. I mean I guess it's ok but there are better things to spend money and time on. It basically spends the entire movie with character development and then there's is a 5 minute fight with the bad guy at the end.
The original Fantastic Four from 10 years ago is better than this.
So overall wouldn't recommend watching unless it's free and you don't mind losing time. Not a good movie.
Found myself going "Warning" "Warning" and it sounded similar to "Winning" so looked this song up again. Pretty sure I haven't added it. It's pretty cool. I like it. Drugs run you down though and that's probably what will happen to Charlie. It's almost like you can read his mind when Charlie say's "the run I was on".
Here's another from Songify this:
JUST DO IT!!! ft. Shia LaBeouf
Shia LeBeouf.
When I first heard this song it really amped me up. That lasted about 2 minutes before the mockery of self started again. It does have a good message though except for the wartermellon part.
See if it amps you up as well.
Both songs are very good so adding to Music not Music 2.
Can't quite remember how I got onto this song. I think I got some of the lyrics in my head and I looked them up. Anyway got a few plays out of this. It's pretty cool for an old song. I like animal mineral physical spiritual.
There's also a line in this song where it sounds like she's saying Justin Mahood. He was a friend of mine like 20 years ago. Still see him on Facebook. Anyway she's not really saying that but it sounds like it.
This is from highlander. I was listening to the Flash Gordon song below and that's what lead to this song. Pretty much memories of Highlander lead me to this song. I like it.
Queen - Princes of the Universe.
Not as good as the other two Queen songs posted here but still included because to me it's a theme of immortality.
Flash Gordon - Queen.
Queen - Freddy Mercury - Front Centre.
I often find myself singing this. I'm like Flash ahah ruler of the universe. But it's actually saviour of the universe. This song is what lead to all the Queen posts here, this triple post of Queen. All these songs are good but don't really have much lasting value for me. Perhaps I will come back to them but seldom and not very often.
Highlander for immortality. Flash for ruling the universe. Freddy Mercury not bad as a musician.
What attracted me to this song was the part where it goes "Give Up The Ghost" Also the line where it talks about pain.
Ella Henderson.
Just listening to it now after a few days break from it and i'm quite liking it. Some of the former complaint I had about this song is gone and I find it's pretty cool now. Still not perfect.
Adding this because it's a friends song that he's been playing a few times while he's been here. It's ok I guess but not totally for me. Did find it playing in my head I think though.
This is awesome. I loved this movie. I recognised most of the games.
Anyway here is the little Wiki Blurb about the movie:
When aliens intercept video feeds of classic arcade games and misinterpret them as a declaration of war, they attack Earth, using the games as models. Knowing that he must employ a similar strategy, President Will Cooper (Kevin James) recruits his childhood pal, former video-game champ and home-theater installer Sam Brenner (Adam Sandler), to lead a team of old-school arcade players and a military specialist (Michelle Monaghan) in an all-out battle to save the planet.
Watched this a little over a week ago. It's ok. Got a bit of violence.
I liked the ending. From what I could gather I didn't really click till the end. So it kept me guessing. Still a bit of a B grade movie though. Don't really recommend it.
Only if super bored and got nothing else to watch.
First heard a song by which I somehow remember pretty sure it was from dead letter circus. Wasn't totally sure of the name of the song though. This is the one I played. I find it ok. It doesn't have many views on Youtube yet. Got a few plays out of it anyhow so adding it.
From Wiki:
Dead Letter Circus are an alternative rock band from Brisbane, Queensland, Australia. Their debut album This Is the Warning debuted at No. 2 on the Australian album charts and spawned a number of singles
Been meaning to add songs for a little while. Got quite a few tabs open. This is one of them.
Lou Reed.
I came up with Take a Walk on the War Psied Or another similar one is War Thing instead of Wild Thing. But I won't add Wild Thing the song. Anyway can't remember why I am adding this other than tab is open. I haven't played it much. It played in my head I think? Maybe.
Anyway added now.
Lou Reed is Dead now. RIP (March 2, 1942 – October 27, 2013) 71 years old.
Didn't really like this though my Mum did. It was ok I guess. Not really for me. Perhaps you'll like it. Maybe if I ever watch it again I might like it. Anyway perhaps watch, it was ok and it did have like a $65 million dollar budget. Probably most of that went to the actors. Overall wouldn't recommend this.
This movie had a couple funny moments and overall it was ok. It left me haunted with the Jack Black Gay seen. Just that quick 2 second cut shot was enough to haunt me. Watch if you dare.
My Mum said this got bad reviews and I can understand why but I was able to bear the faults. It still could've been better. Still there were alot of effects and stuff. Alot of visuals. The story line just wasn't all there. Still a pretty good movie and I recommend you watch it at least once.
I was left feeling pretty good about stuff after the movie. Like this happens in real life. Still the masses need to be included. Equality is the goal.
Everyone has a part and some value somehow. I used to think equality is it. Probably still do even more so after reading the bible about it.
2 Corinthians 8:14 At the present time your plenty will supply what they need, so that in turn their plenty will supply what you need. The goal is equality,
I saw this growing up.
I traded someone what they were going to have excess of for something that I had excess of. The thing is I don't know exactly what I was trading anymore.
I can't do that anymore. Perhaps it was spiritual what I saw that could be traded. Perhaps it was just the matrix tech but I can't be sure.
Whatever it was equality seems like a good thing to go for.
It's separate from the world system perhaps.
I was trading in devices perhaps or processed calculations.
Haddaway - What Is Love
I'm supposed to believe in a virgin birth. Also a resurrection. With no proof of either. Now if it were truth then it should be obvious to all.
Possibly one-day money will be replaced. Perhaps an abundance in the world would help everyone. An abundance through technology. God seems not to want to help.
A quick sentence before the time ticks over to the next day.
Ant Man.
Robots Making Pancakes.
Fantastic Four 2015.
This is awesome. I loved this movie. I recognised most of the games.
Assassin's Tale Movie 2013
Spy 2015
The D Train:
