Underwater Astonishments - David Gallo

Underwater Astonishments.

You really have to check out the octopus at the end.  He's able to change his skins texture, color, brightness and pattern to perfectly match some algae that's on the bottom of the ocean.  He blends in so you can't even see him.  It's truly amazing and it makes me wonder what type of defences that humans have.

To be sure humans must have some tricks to keep them out of danger and keep threats and dangers out of the way.  Our brain is mighty powerful I think.  I do wonder just what we are capable of.

The octopus defence is awesome.  Again I do wonder what humans are capable of in the way of defenses and armor
.  I've experienced some pretty neat tricks before but I can't activate them or do them again.  And also it's hard to distinguish between what is the matrix and what is actually just me on my own.  I can look back now and see somethimes when the matrix has interacted with me but I couldn't really look back and didn't know this until I found out about the matrix for sure in early 2008.

There is the possibility that some things I experienced where separate from the matrix but I can't get there again as I no longer have the mind.  My mind is gone.  I am very hazy and distorted thinking.  It' very hard to have clear thoughts and they are often cut short by my imprisoners.

Also I am often fighting between things I said and things they said.  They mind control me.  They put thoughts in my head and I have to fight that.  It's a computer often doing it, so it never gets tired and it has a huge database of things to say and learns from your previous attempts.

I am being tortured.  It's bad.  No one even suspects it's real life humans doing the torture.  They call me skitzophrenic.  If not me then when will the first person be tortured by tech that can send voice to skull and mind control you.  It's 2014.  They been working on this tech for years and experimenting on people.

Also the people who judge me skizophrenic well the book that says was written by the guys with the tech. They are so brainwashed themselves.  It's a very evil world.  I don't know if I can help.

I was very optimistic as a kid.  But now I suffer.  It's all changed now.

The bible is not fun.  I find so many things of myself comparing exactly to the bible.  Things I have experienced.  I have quoted myself word for word from the bible and acted it out.  I find I match up to the bible in many things that Jesus spoke of.  My delusion is the bible.  But I don't believe now.  But my life has been aligned to the bible.

I still read the bible most days.  But I can't put faith in it.  Death is a strong enemy.  The bible as far as I know hasn't been a great weapon.  People still die and suffer.  Really what is truth.

No body has the answers to ending the evil in the earth.  We must endure until it can be gone forever.

This has been me.  Darcy Lee.  I grew up with delusions in the bible.  Some were the matrix interacting with me some were myself.  I am still delusional.  I still seek the truth.  Will I even be able to believe it, the truth, if it is shown to me or am I doomed to live in lies and darkness for all my life.  I live and endure under great darkness.

Leeda.