Darcy Lee Professional Beggar Running a War on Death; Enemy of Death. THIS IS WAR. Death is an enemy. This website is dedicated to the defeat of death. All suffering, pain, war, crime, poverty, Sin, this is all death. Donate Today. I'm looking for enough donations to buy a house. This will be my base for the rest of my life where I will stage a war on death for as long as I live.
So in my thinking I come to this Question. What is Love. Google provides this song. It's familiar. A memory.
John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends.
I'll call this one the scripture of the day.
1 Corinthians 8:3 But whoever loves God is known by God.
I want to know if GOD is real or not. It would solve alot of problems in the world.
A lot of people are concentrating on how to produce cheap and clean energy. I've been trying to work out if GOD is real.
Like do we have a creator?
I guess it's almost impossible to believe in a virgin birth and resurrection. And also there's many competing religions. Each one claiming they are the one true religion.
GOD hasn't helped anyone in like forever. Not with miracle healings or anything.
There hasn't been much light in the darkness. The world is in a very sad state of affairs. People killing each other with weapons over GOD.
Guess GOD doesn't help people.
How has GOD ever helped you that isn't a strong delusion?
IF the world is an example of GOD then GOD is not very nice.
Why wasn't this dealt with before I was born.
We are in the dark.
Now i'm not very smart. But to be in this amount of darkness and suffering we must be slaves or prisoners of war. Anyway i've had a run in with something very evil. God hasn't helped. The bible made it worse.
I'm supposed to believe in a virgin birth. Also a resurrection. With no proof of either. Now if it were truth then it should be obvious to all.
We need a light in this darkness. Something of truth love and substance.
Jesus has so far been ineffective. Now if something of Christ were happening today the whole world could tune in like 9/11. The media would be there to give video footage to every single person.
For example Gangnam Style has over 2 Billion views. People can be informed of something happening. If Jesus were to walk on water today or feed 5000 people then we would all know about it. It wouldn't be hidden.
So if Jesus is hidden it's because he chooses to stay hidden.
I just got to say beware of the dangers in the world. I mean i was in crippling pain just from sitting in my chair for to long. You can become hurt very easily. Old age doesn't agree with me. Look after yourself. Prepare as young as possible. Make good habits young and you will keep them in your old age.
My life is horrible. Nobody believes anything I say. I need money and I can't get it.
A law change could help my life considerably. But then I would still have a housing problem. There is a housing problem in New Zealand. The houses are to expensive and they are run down. I need to move. This house stinks of mold. It's all through my clothes and everything. It's a very damp house.
NOBODY really is there to help you. Unless you have money you don't have much choice.
Possibly one-day money will be replaced. Perhaps an abundance in the world would help everyone. An abundance through technology. God seems not to want to help.
So GOD what exactly are you doing? I guess you don't exist.
We are on our own. Slave to the Govt's and their weapons.
Who will lead our enemies into captivity.
I have plenty of enemies. They torture me. They sit school exams on me using their mind reading matrix vr tech. Nobody believes. I should be free by law.
I am a slave. A war slave. And you allow this through your unbelief and mockery and laughter.
This tech they are going to use to control the world.
Thousand Foot Krutch - You Move To This Phenomenon.
Been listening to this for the last couple days. Bit bored of it now buts it's still pretty cool and I like it. It's also one of my songs. The line "You Move To This Phenomenon" is me speaking. I was speaking about Jesus.
Don't know about Jesus anymore. I've done nothing but suffer and be tortured by other humans. All because of these songs. Before 2001 it was worse. I don't understand how humans can be so evil. None of the bible ever comes true. O death where is thy sting. Well death still survives to this day. People get tortured. Pain thrives. God does nothing.
God when are you going to change this world into something good. At the moment it's only evil. There is only suffering.
I'm tortured daily by humans. They mind control me with technology. They lord it over me. They won't give me any money to provide some comfort. They keep my phone call a secret.
The are vain and think ever so highly of themselves.
The bible does nothing though. Neither do Christians. No Christian believes my story so no action is taken.
I want some comfort.
I want some money.
I want to stop being mind controlled. I want the people behind it to be judged by the public for what they do. They mind control everyone. The laws they make put them above us.
They keep it secret.
No one believes.
God you suck. God your evil. You do nothing.
Jesus you suck. Your death which you could've avoided did nothing but give them something to mind control me with.
Religion sucks. It doesn't work. The cross has no power. Jesus has no power and is dead.
I need to die.
Jesus you are a liar.
2000 years of human suffering makes me believe Jesus is a liar. But to come to this conclusion yourself then you must suffer for like at least 5 years of the worst suffering imaginable.
Jesus doesn't save.
Jesus is evil. Jesus doesn't care.
Jesus teachings are evil. They are undecipherable. They provide no comfort in your pain. They only lead to madness.
The whole bible is a book of madness.
God is evil but more than likely doesn't exist.
What else can I say about God? Even right now the usual things that come up in my eyesight are coming up right now. These are mind control items. I am being mind controlled right now.
Nobody believes in this tech.
I hate God.
God has done no good in my life.
God is not good. God is not real. There are only evil humans like Hitler with no humans to oppose the evil. The evil goes unchecked.
I have for the last 17 years been tortured by humans. Even longer than that. They have mind controlled me all my life.
No Christian will accept me. They don't believe my words. My words about the tech and songs are truth. Yet no one acknowledges me.
God is not real. God is evil.
Christians are evil. They don't believe in their God. If they did they would believe me.
I hate God.
I hate Christians.
Not one person has believed me.
God does nothing. Nobody can hear his voice. In the face of absolute suffering for years on end God did nothing.
God your evil. You don't prove me wrong.
God show your face you coward. Stop hiding.
There are no weapons the average man has against the evil in the world. If your going to be tortured you will be tortured. No God will stop it.
When will I stop being tortured. When will I be believed. When will these men and women who have practiced mind control on me be brought to justice. Do you think they believe in your God?
They know there isn't a god. Their behavior exhibits what they believe. They torture people for fun
I am tortured for sport and fun.
You don't believe me. So they can carry on with out fear.
I need the people who do this to me to be punished.
Their laws can't possibly hold up under reality. If the people knew about them.
They break international war rules about torture.
I am a torture victim.
I have no scars and nobody believes me. Yet I am tortured by other men daily.
I believe the theory of God is evil and he doesn't exist.
But as long as men can do things in secret their will always be wrongs.
The darkness that these cockroaches hide in needs to be brought to the world
The world needs to know about this tech. This so others aren't tortured by it.
They are worse than Hitler these people. They are hardcore fascists. Nazis in true blood. Only armed with modern tech.
It is a war.
I am tortured as a prisoner.
I have done nothing wrong.
These people have made all the choices and decisions.
I asked for money everyday they watched me. I am destitute and poor.
These people have no heart. They have no mercy. They have given themselves to the way of evil.
They enjoy evil more than good. They practice it to get better at it.
I am very distressed at the moment.
God is no help. There is no help for me.
I want my freedom that is my right.
I want my rights that every human should have. The right not to be mind controlled and tortured.
These people think so highly of themselves. They call themselves God.
They treat everyone as underneath and below them.
They are not afraid. They have no fear.
So you Christian. When are you going to believe me.
I don't believe in your evil God anymore. He is evil. I have now endured more than Christ did for a much longer period of time. Chirsts' suffering was over in a matter of hours. Mine went on at max level for 10 years. Then it stopped for like 6 months then the humans started right back at it. Now I have all new wounds.
All humans are evil.
I want my rights. I want the law to do me justice. They are breaking the law and they are from the Govt. Nobody cares about me.
I don't even have one comment on my website after like 8 years.
No body loves me.
To love me is to believe what I say.
From experience I can only go by. My experience is God never speaks to you. I haven't heard his voice. God doesn't fight for you. From experience God doesn't exist.
Men are evil. Men know that God doesn't exist and take advantage of men that believe in God.
Why should I be tortured. I am innocent. I've done nothing criminal. They torture me now for pleasure.
They fail to understand pain as they have never known it.
I want the torture to stop.
When will the torture stop.
They make me angry. They mock and tease me with the tech.
They even can control what I type and make me speak out loud what and as I type.
They can see what I see hear what I hear. Who gave them permission.
We didn't. We make the laws. Not them.
They can't make a law that make me their slave.
I am a slave under law though.
They keep me as a slave. They treat me badly. Jesus is evil
I can't say how much I hate Jesus for all the suffering he has brought into my life.
Jesus you are not good. God you are not good either.
There is no one good. Not One.
These people need to have it taken off them. Permanently.
These people need to be mind controlled themselves.
They need their minds read and made public.
Something needs to be done. But you are evil.
You are evil as well.
You don't believe. You haven't suffered.
Until the truth comes out you are all evil.
You are evil with them.
You chose to believe them over me.
I hate God now. I have given God 37 years to do something. That's totally long enough.
God is useless in the face of human suffering and death.
God does nothing.
This tech seems much greater than god if it can control my every move.
What gives them the lawful right to make me their slave.
They are exactly the same people before 9/11 and after 9/11.
Nothing changed. The evil was allowed to live.
Evil must be killed and punished and tortured.
Lay your life down for me.
I hate God. I hate the world. I hate life.
You are not innocent. Nobody is. Please help me stop being tortured by other humans. Believe what I say. Maybe not about God but at least about the songs and about being tortured.
Noboby even believes I am being tortured. It's all in my head.
Children in Syria picking bread pieces up off of the floor.
Saw this and was sad. Don't really know what to say. They don't get any help. Aid doesn't reach them. There are so many in this situation as well. One of these days someone smart will say enough. The matrix tech could go a long way to helping these people. Perhaps their experience could be translated and understood on a higher level with the tech.
We absolutely need to feed people. The matrix tech will provide wealth for all people great and small. But it is mind control. These people deal with hunger I deal with mind control.
A lot of people live in absolute luxury. I believed when I was younger if I just had enough to keep me self sufficient I could have made a huge dent in the poverty of the world through ideas and thoughts.
I never made it to self sufficiency and picked up a couple of addictions on the way. I could of still succeeded with my addictions in the early years I thought but my light was definitely dampened. It would've been a matter of throwing off the chains of whatever was dragging me down.
Somewhat.
Now even if I was to become rich I would probably pick up more addictions. It would just be a matter of being around the the right person who tempts you. Because you've got the money you might indulge. I am aware of addiction and harm yet someone I feel could override my will to resist.
So not to be rich but to be self sufficient. Or to be rich and possibly burn out earlier suffer an early death because of drugs. But having the money meant you can do greater good.
I have way to many distractions in poverty that crowd my life for me to efficiently think. Also now my thinking is effectively crippled.
You think to small.
Video is 2 children from Syria eating bread crumbs.
Truly my old age sucks. I may have conquered the world but I didn't do one bit to help children like in the video. I guess I have shared in their suffering. Believe it. My suffering was great. Just as great as this. Also it was for 10 years. I had to wait that long for relief. Everyday is a huge weight. Not like the luxury of a rich person.
If I was self sufficient now I could possibly find it within myself to aid people somehow. Still with ideas and thoughts . I have a huge wealth of suffering to draw from as experience. I have the desire. Now I lack the intelligence.
I guess so many people have tried what makes me any different, if I was rich, from a rich man currently trying to solve the issues we face. I don't think I would do any better.
I do desire strongly to be rich though. To have an abundance. To have my needs met. I desire everyones needs are met. But this is a long way from happening.
I would like to setup everyone in my life at the moment financially. Once this is done I would like to dedicate my mind to solving some of the issues that are a heavy burden to us.
I don't know if I could be of any effect at all unless I had some substantial money behind me and then it's not really me it's the money. My mind is just to crippled now.
Destruction. How I feel.
I guess I just want to say that we need to move more people into thinking positions. Positions where they are stable with the fewest possible day to day worries of life. It's the worries that get you. The little distractions that take away from your precious total sum of power that is needed to break past the barrier.
Get more people owning their own homes and living the dream.
I believe more people should can retire comfortably at 35 spend the rest of their life in philanthropy aiding the words problems.
The money is all pooled wrong. The rich have to much and the poor to little.
Like I said. If I had enough money in the right time frame I believe I could've created a fire that would've done a lot of damage to the evil that 's out there.
There must be other younger people than me who feel it in themselves to do something like this if they just have enough money before they get to old. I missed my window.
I think different now that I have suffered. Perhaps if one day I still make it if my phone call gets paid out and I can setup all my friend then because of my suffering I will indeed now be able to help.
Immense suffering exists in the world.
Where by if I never suffered then I wouldn't have the same urgency and couldn't offer nearly the same amount of help. Though I must say I did have a pretty strong desire to think but just needed that security and self sufficiency, I needed the money. I guess I was just naive to how easy it can happen, that you get hurt, and how bad it actually is in the world.
Young people need money and less worries. They are our brightest thinkers. I am basically a dead man now in thinking.
There are some simple things that can be done. Get money to people instead of letting the rich horde it all for themselves in banks and material items. The rich need to spend.
Also secrets need to be revealed. Secrets of the GOVTs of the world. I wait patiently for money from my phone call so I can think in peace. I will try and Remember these children as you should.
MY PHONE CALL ON YOUTUBE is all i'm saying, this is the bottom line. I guess i'm kind of saying America Sucks a little to. This has gone on long enough.
If it were any closer to being broken then it would break is not the truth. It's never going to break. Not by my effort will this happen.
My will to get my phone call on YouTube is immovable. It must be there. This is only fair and real. So i'm saying America Sucks simply because a piece of history is being defamed. My phone call I predict will earn 10 million hits in it's first week. Maybe not but it will get alot. It will gain momentum. No one can say how well it will do but I know that it is history.
This Phone Call that I made that has been classified must appear on YouTube.
This is my answer to their arguments that they use. Any other opinion about this phone call is a lie. This phone call must appear on youtube.
History must be made whole and right. This phone call is missing. It's not right. It's totally wrong. This phone call must be on youtube.
My phone call is missing from YouTube.
2 Days Later The Planes Hit The Buildings.
This phone call is a piece of the worlds history in the making. It is art. It is Warfare.
You the reader must ask yourself and will yourself. This is important. 20 million Unique YouTube Hits says this is important.
Honestly even if it gets 20k in the first few months then still justice and right has been done.
This phone call must be on YouTube.
I will not back down.
I speak these words "PHONE CALL ON YOUTUBE". I stand here, I will not fall. What can come against me?
It must be done.
This phone call must enter the public and be peer reviewed but also by the world not just the elite.
Found myself listening to this on 3rd play right now. I looked it up for the line "It's a one for the money". There's also a recent movie called that as well.
I'm thinking that I could add more music that I randomly access for one reason or another even if I don't really listen to it more than once. I still have to have a reason for adding it and i'll try and include that reason. There have been a couple songs that I've forgotten now that I could have included because i looked them up for one reason or another.
Also another reason for giving this a listen is that my auntie, my Mums sister, is a big Elvis fan.
My Aunties kid, my first cousin, who I grew up with but haven't seen for years, the eldest of her kids, is getting married on either the 1st or 2nd of January 2015 and alot of the family are heading to Mt Ruapehu for the ceremony. I'm not going. Would cost heaps to have me stay there. The old saying: "IF I WAS A RICH MAN"
So yeah enjoy Elvis. He was a rich man. He's dead now. I think immortality would be a higher possession than all the riches there are at the moment in this world.
There is an effort to push for immortality but it needs more money and higher profile people. An end to all suffering is what the bible predicts and i'm happy to agree with it. But alas there is much evil in the world and we must take as many precautions as possible.
I could say that i've covered a fair bit of the human suffering that exists in my own body. Manboy have I suffered. No really. I have truly suffered for a very long time and right at the limit of human suffering. Suffering didn't make me strong. But I endured. But my suffering should have changed something. I wonder what my suffering has achieved for me. I say my suffering was so great that things can no longer stay the same or as they were. My suffering has altered the world. If you can share in the sufferings of Jesus Christ like the bible says then I have done that.
Failing that. Well my suffering was so great that I predict it will impact the world in a huge way. Thus far people only fail to interpret exactly how much I have suffered. I am told that in Africa they suffer more. I came under the power of the Government Executioners. They tortured me with modern technology. Far greater than any natural suffering I endured. It was inflicted upon me. There isn't a mark on my body to show my suffering. As far as you are aware I am normal. I have never suffered. People can't recognise great suffering in others if they have never suffered themselves. The world by my suffering that took place is now different. It can never happen again.
Really there needs to be a huge push for the end of suffering and a huge push for immortality. Right out in the open. With everyone taking part. There are jobs for everyone, they just haven't been named.
I should have a job really. I can use a computer better than alot of people. But saying that any literate teenager would have the same skills that I have now adays and better as they do it all with a cell phone and I barely use my cell phone at all.
Scripture for the day:
Proverbs 27:12 A prudent person foresees danger and takes precautions. The simpleton goes blindly on and suffers the consequences.
There is plenty of evil in the world in the form of people.
Recognise my suffering.
Donate for my house and car and lighter lifestyle. When I have my own house then my suffering has been recognised in part. I repeat. You must recognise my suffering. There is heaps to be learned by it. Don't let my suffering be wasted on you. I have truly suffered. I say things.
I have earned a house of my own through blood. Yet I still don't have one. My suffering was great. I now need a house please. I through suffering have changed the world. But this is not recognised either. The world will be a better place, that I have existed and suffered.
I have changed the world. Through suffering.
For this change I ask for my own house not much else. Respect.
This is a link to an article that describes how they can read your mind. They have been able to do this for years and it is far more advanced than you think.
They have the ability to control us. They can read our minds from a distance. I have been made deaf by their machine that constantly analyses me.
This is only what they are showing us. They can do far more. You have been warned.
Never really played minecraft that much. Didn't see the point in moving blocks around and the version I had was real hard. Once you died u died. This city is impressive enough to add to my website though. Found this on my facebook page. 4.5 million hand placed blocks.
If only we could devote such time and dedication to building housing and feeding people in real life.
Some of the things people do for attention on Youtube cost a lot of money and consume a lot of time. Money would be better spent helping the homeless and feeding people. I want to see more of an effort alleviating peoples misery and suffering and pain. I can't really talk myself. I mean what am I doing over and above what others are doing. Nothing at all. I play World of Warcraft all day and night and waste my life away.
I have suffered terribly so know what it's like. It would be awesome to alleviate peoples suffering. But how. What can I do. I ask these questions but don't have any answers. I guess first I really need to secure myself? Perhaps. But i'm fairly stable. I have the same bills each week.
I find I fall away from such ideas all to easy.
Like the saying "The Truth Will Set You Free". I reckon I need to do some soul searching and find some place to stand. I need to find the truth that will set people free. Thing is many people have come before me. They were much smarter. It's my suffering experience that wants me to help alleviate others suffering. But i'm not smart enough.
Although I have suffered I am not motivated at all to help others. Perhaps it helps to be kind. But this doesn't help another. Some people are unreachable perhaps violent.
The Matrix tech could possibly help with communication and could provide strength and healing. But that tech being revealed is far out of my hands though I once grasped such power if only for a few days.
So what can I do to help? If I were to give the orders they would be incorrect. If I were to follow orders I would fail. The issues of the world need stronger smarter people than me.
One problem is the smart people don't understand suffering. These people live in a paradise and suffering is so far removed from them that there isn't enough urgency. If suffering could be explained better and people could understand it better then perhaps such people would be more willing to help a sufferer and less willing to inflict suffering.
So much money is spent on weapons of death. If this money was to be converted to life instead we would be better off. Anyway again I have fallen away from helping the poor and suffering. I don't know how to help. I'm no longer suffering so it doesn't concern me maybe. But no. People are all to willing to inflict suffering, it even brings them pleasure to see others suffer.
It is truly an evil world we live in. Evil currently reigns. It's hard to see it ever ending.
God has failed. This has been going on for millions of years. I guess tech has to catch up. So if we don't wipe ourselves out then there are still going to be losers. Hopefully there will be justice and everyone can agree that it is justice. Even the punished.
I don't see any justice at the moment. Evil has free reign. Evil is able to inflict torture on other humans. I am tortured by the American Govt. No one believes me. They have the power to read your minds. No one believes. I want to be free but I am not. I haven't done anything wrong.
I said America Sucks a few times. They torture me for this. Because I first spoke in unique arrangement some of the lyrics that now appear in many famous songs by many famous artists and said America Sucks a few times right before they were going to tell the world they torture me. This is not right. But you won't believe me.
Everyone gets away with so much because of unbelief.
I am tortured by the Govt. This is my only problem in life apart from poverty. But the Govt denies what I speak and you don't believe. You don't think them able of such things. The matrix tech is used to torture me every day and night. I have no rest from it. When will you come to my aid.
When will you stand up for me.
If it happens to me it happens to others. These people are murderous.
They torture for fun and pleasure and revenge no other reason.
I am innocent. They brought this upon themselves by their own choices.
They chose to watch instead of help. They left me to suffer. They drugged me. Because I didn't like the songs and said America Sucks they chose and tortured me.
This is the worst modern type of torture you can imagine. Please help.
Only those who believe my words can help me. Now I know no one believes. No one bothers to help me. No one comes. No one does what it right. No one listens. Everyone is right except what I say. No one takes any notice of what I say. I am just delusional to you. Yet I don't lie. Yet I am not delusional. Yet I am not Schizophrenic. The Govt calls me Skitz and drugs me. They do this all the mean time torturing me with mind control tech. I have suffered so much.
No one believes me.
No one has experienced my suffering. Right now my left ear rings louder than any tinnitus could possibly make. It's so loud. They are torturing me for writing this. They subvert all my thoughts. They limit them so they fit inside their computers memory. I'm not allowed good thoughts. They say the opposite to everything good.
But you don't believe me. You believe their words and appearances. You believe what they have made me with their machines. They have made me deaf and retarded. Tech has done this. Not my lifestyle. They use people's unbelief so that I am a nutcase skitzophrenic and you and your thoughts are safe you believe.
Why do you let them torture me? It's your unbelief that lets them do it.
You have failed as friends and good people. There is no one good. Not one person believes my testimony. I don't hold any weight other than I am a crazy in your eyes.
Video is 25 Most Brutal Torture Techniques Ever Devised.
Just watched this. Very scary. Torture is still rampant and practiced today. Jesus underwent torture. But what makes his torture any greater than anyone else? He had supposedly never broken a law? Is that enough? He had never sinned? But then you have to define sin.
I really don't understand how this torture can happen. Suffering has to be wrong. For anyone. I'm finding the bible doesn't really cover alot of things. There has been so much suffering. What does it achieve.
Had someone I know say that Jesus and his suffering actually made the world a worse place. So like you can suffer and nothing good comes from it. Jesus bought the church with his suffering but in this persons opinion the world was worse off and would be better if Jesus had never suffered because of all the wars of religion that the church committed.
Really suffering is terrible. We need the light of life perhaps. A light so burning so hot and bright. A light so as not to stumble in the dark. This life light will show all things. It will show the value of life and lead people out of great darkness to peace and security.
I can't really say what the light of life looks light but perhaps it illuminates giving guidance making free and bringing liberty. I hope to have such life. Life in abundance. Brighter than the sun. Life brighter than the sun or any other source of light.
Today I found a neat application for my website. It's just a bit of code you copy and paste in but what it does is display scripture from the bible when you hover the mouse over the link it creates, this is whenever your quoting chapter and verse. eg, John 8:36 If you hover your mouse over that link you should be able to see what the scripture is. Here's another one. John 8:32
Not that i'm a Christian but occasionally I've quoted scripture so it's nice to have it linked and that in the future I won't have to type out the whole scripture just the chapter and verse. You could add this to your website if you want to also, goto reftagger.com there's also a link when you hover over the scripture that will take you there as well.
Jesus died a horrible and painful death. John 15:13 No Greater Love. Not many men could endure such a death. Jesus chose to lay down his life so that he could take it up again. John 10:18 I don't know his reasons. Was it because we were trapped in sin and he needed to die to set us free, to pay the price.
So how do we partake in the resurrection power, or did Jesus not come back. What's your opinion. Did Jesus preform miracles. Why can't we imitate and copy and preform them, the same miracles Jesus did, today. Jesus himself said we will do the same and even greater things than him. John 14:12
Christians talk a lot about faith. They need to focus on the primary. Which is love. Faith is nothing without love. If you introduce somebody to Christianity introduce them to love. 1 Corinthians 13:2
If for all else forsake faith and stay with love. Let's see there's Love thy neighbor as yourself. Mark 12:31 Love your enemies. Matthew 5:44 And finally of course Love God. Matthew 22:37
1 Peter 4:8
What are we supposed to hate? Or how do we go about hating? Are we to have any hate at all? Christians also talk about forgiveness of sins a lot to, they use the word forgiveness and attempt to forgive when they should be trying to love. But again it comes back to love. 1 Peter 4:8
So I prescribe more love as DR Lee. (My full name is Darcy Robert Lee, that makes my initials D R Lee or Doctor Lee).
The word love needs to be used instead of forgiveness and faith. You can drop those for all I care.
I don't know much about Christianity but I try to practice love. It's hard when you have the sickness. I make for some poor decisions. Love has to grow and get power and use that power.
The world is lacking power. The kingdom of heaven is a kingdom of power but also not just a matter of talk. 1 Corinthians 4:20 I think by Jesus coming to earth power was able to reach places, dark places, that lacked the most power of all, light out of darkness. Jesus was a friend of sinners. His disciples were power producers and containers and vessels and they produced power. Each disciple of the 12 were unique and they operated as a unit or body all in all aiding each other to produce power. Jesus put a seed in each disciple and this developed power for the use of Jesus. Each disciple had a power producing foundation in him that Jesus put there.
One theory I have going is that power that we would use to live a higher more abundant love filled life is being siphoned off. Enough to keep us in darkness and the power that's siphoned is being used to sustain others lives who live the high life. Like devils and stuff, they suck our power. Not that devils are real. We lack power.
I love story's.
Evil has no way of generating it's own power, it's soul or battery so to speak has been destroyed or it never had one. It's a parasite and lives by sucking the power out of the world which blinds and deafens men and women.
I don't have any solutions to this theory. Maybe we could produce more power and use power more efficiently some how, more power than the devil can burn off. Power can beget power. So spending expending power wisely to generate more power could help. Power needs to reach the right places to loosen bonds and set people free, freeing up more power which can then be invested. Jesus invested power in us maybe.
Matthew 19:24
Technology could possibly help. I don't know if tech is the way though. Magic miraculous powers seem the way to me but that's probably not going to happen. Christ had this going on. But it's unconfirmed. When Christians talk about believe again instead use the word love. Also Christ talks about how hard it is for a rich man to enter heaven which is kind of money is tech way. Matthew 19:24
We could maybe taint the power that's being siphoned with love so it drives the evil nuts and it can't efficiently use the power. Like maybe lock the power with love of some kind somehow. Set a standard for the power to be at a certain level before it's able to be consumed. But how do you do that. Silly talk really.
What is power. Do humans have power. I wonder.
Because of the darkness we live in and under, because our minds are blind we barely make enough power for our daily needs. Little by little as time progresses people slowly become freer I hope and think. Little by little, day by day we produce a little more power which gets reinvested in acquiring a little more freedom and are each day a little more free.
Here it is, off topic, but here it is.
I'll never be free. Other humans enslave me. And i'm supposed to love. I have very little or no power. I also have very little or no love. Slavery sucks. I don't think God is real. So there's really no one to save me. No even believes me in the first standard. Woe is me. I'm tortured and mocked and punished. Woe is me. Crying out to God helps no one.
Revelation 21:4
One day there will be no more Death, Mourning Crying or Pain. Revelation 21:4
Knowledge of God would set the world on fire. It would spread faster than the speed of light. I believe the world lacks knowledge of Jesus and God. Knowledge of God would spread faster than anything. We lack this knowledge.
The Holy Ghost has unlimited power to give us. But we can become immune to that power. Markers and placers need to be set to moderate intake of power. You can use unlimited power more efficiently. One person with unlimited power can do greater things than another with unlimited power. They are using it better. The devil probably has unlimited power as well. But it's how he's built his house to enable and take advantage of that power and produce and tap into the power in the first place. Maybe the devils power has a limit and isn't unlimited like God's I dunno. The Devil has kept pace with God for a while but eventually God should pull ahead and leave the Devil in his dust. With each day the Devil grows weaker and God and us grow stronger.
Cool Story Bro.
Power should maybe be reserved for suffering and hard times if power can be reserved activate and use it then. Bawahahah. Your a loon.
I made a phone call 2 days before September 11th 2001 to a New Zealand nationwide Radio Talk Back Show. The contents of the phone call were a Call to Arms a full 2 Days before the attacks took place. They were a full notice of war that I could manage over the phone with my power and condition. I called people to arms and readied them for war. At the time it was taken for a prank call.
I said in the phone call: "They don't think" 3 times. Then on the phone call I yelled "War" as loud as I could. Then next thing I said on the phone call was "The Thing" "The Thing". I remember trying to get everyone to stand up and be ready for war.
Then roughly 2 days later according to USA the Al qaeda terrorists hijacked planes and plowed them into the World Trade Center Twin Towers and Pentagon causing the collapse of towers.
My phone call was a call to arms and a first strike. The only problem is no-one paid any attention to me. That is until after the attacks.
The only thing that I got for trying to get a copy of my phone call was locked up in a government mental institute.
Yep. I get locked up in a mental ward for trying to calmly obtain a copy of my phone call. And they call me skizophrenic for trying to get a copy. They put words in your mouth. They are blind and can't see the truth. They lock me up in the mental health system for asking for a copy of my phone.
That is all. That's the only thing I did. They locked me up and treat me like an animal.
I want a copy of my phone call. Stop torturing me.
So I thought I should mention the 10 Year Anniversary of the September 11th 2001 Terrorist attacks that took place in America. People might be searching for info about the 10 year anniversay and it might generate a few hits to be talking about the attacks around this time. I found that mentioning Osama Bin Laden when his death was announced generated a couple of hits, but mind you only a couple.
So why should I mention them. I remember about the attacks because of a phone call I made to a New Zealand nationwide talkback show 2 days before the attacks occured, where I yelled war and made a whole phone conversation about war live on air during prime time.
The phone call was clear concise to the point and basically said there was going to be a war and that everyone should urgently stand up and fight, I yelled war as loud as I could but still you really have to hear the phone call. 2 Days later the planes hit the buildings.
So that's my story for 9/11 I said there was going to be a War and everyone be prepared (no one takes interest in this) and then there was a war.
I don't have a copy of the phone call. It has been safely locked up away from public eyes and hearing for the possiblities that it presents.
The phone call and my testimony which is not whole without a copy of the phone call is a possible conspiracy that could never be solved without the aid of the Government.
Internally they know things. They keep secrets. They rule (they is the governments and controlling powers) over the public with an ironfist. Information is controlled. I'm not allowed to present a copy of this phone call. They keep it hidden. For all the good it could do about 9/11 and the doors it could open it is simply kept secret. It will probably never see the light of day.
No one cares. However important this is with out the evidence of a copy of this phone call no one cares. This phone call is important and would generate alot of hits on you tube. I estimate it could top a million easily and would generate a whole new conspiracy and angle on 9/11.
The general public needs to know about this phone call that is still being kept secret 10 years after the September 11th 2001 took place but nothing will ever happen. I will die an old man and still be thinking about this. This is important.
I'm just rambling here. I just really want a copy of my phone call. Even after all this time. It would provide me with life long entertainment. The people have no power.
It's like freedom of speech and your speech gets taken away from you. I want what I said to be heard and it is intentionally being hidden. I couldn't be anymore angry about this. But there is nothing I can do. And nothing anyone else will do for me. I am kept tortured and miserable and poor. They keep me financially poor. I could earn money and generate decent traffic and people talking.
They keep me miserable. They keep me sad and tortured. All for lack of this phone call. They torture me daily. Because you won't believe the truth. You are as bad as them. No one will help me. Not one person. I sat here for 10 years waiting for a copy of my phone call to post on the internet. And nothing but cold miserable torture and mind control.
The government own you. They own your flesh. They can do what ever they want to you and if you say anything you get labeled by doctors as delusional. They won't let you hear the truth. They keep it covered up away from you. They experiment on people. They torture people. I am one of the tortured. Simply because you won't listen and you won't give any money. This is your fault not mine. I've done nothing wrong. I should not be tortured simply for telling the truth. I am not lying.
Stop torturing me. 10 year anniversary. Give me a copy of my phone call. You know who i'm talking to TPTB. Give me my phone call now. Fascists. Just give me my phone call. I Hate you. Evil.
Forgive me if I offend you but this phone call is an important part of my life and I want to move on and get some closure. I also want to stop being tortured.
I hate America for not releasing my phone call. HATE. Release my phone call now.
So at the moment the Government has the technology to send full motion video directly into your head, eyes, mind. This is Virtual Reality. You can be fully awake while you are seeing these images, and they can be of any opaqueness. So opaque that you can barely notice they are there.
The images are inside you. The Government uses this technology in secret. Talking about it to a doctor gets you condemned as skitzophrenic.
Telling the truth to a doctor gets you condemned as skitzophrenic, drugged and locked up.
The Government use this technology to torture me every morning. Every night and every morning when I go to bed they play a high pitched frequency sound directly very incredibly loudly into my left ear.
They disguise there technology as tinnitus. It's definitely a machine. I leave my bed and the ringing stops. Instantly. As soon as I lie down again in my bed, bam, they start up again. It's torture and no one believes me. The people behind it overwhelmingly approve of what is being done to me. They receive alot of pleasure from what they do using various torturous methods.
They think they are correct in there torture of me. They think they are righteous. They think they are above the law. They think the law will never touch them. I say give it 2000 years. People will know what they did to me. People will understand the torment and pain that Governments have inflicted upon me.
These people have been monitoring my thoughts and speech since I was a child. It was only confirmed to me when a very large chat screen opened up in my head just like you would see on a computer screen. It was then I realised about the technology and could then think back through my life.
The shame they put me through. The horror of their taunts. Their voices. They have the ability to broadcast there speech silently to me. They often taunt me with their mockery and they pretty much put their utmost effort into making sure I know that they are there and that they're not going away and there utmost effort to torture me.
I desperately need a house. I also need everyone not just a few to believe me about this technology. It is the future. People are training on this technology to torture people, to control others, to hurt and harm innocent people. If they did it to Jesus they will do it to you and me. (that sort of like a scripture i read).
There are beneficial uses for this technology i'm sure. Educational and healing potential. I'm sure there are many more uses than I can name and explain.
But the fact that it's kept secret when it should already be in the public domain. There should be knowledge of this technology, of Virtual Reality more in the general public.
While it's secret it's more dangerous. They don't want you to know about this technology. Make a choice and choose to know.
Virtual Reality. Worlds in your head. Images in your mind. A whole new universe.
Multiple new universes inside us. Thought transfer. I don't know what more to say. I'm boring.
Know in the technology. Know in the Virtual Reality.
I own some information. I own some words. I own an audio recording. I rang a radio talkback show and yelled war two days before September 11th 2001. Now the problem is while thinking of freedom of speech. That they won't let me have a copy of the recording. Please read these words I am writing. A copy of this recording still exists. It definately exists. They simply just won't let me have a copy. They know it will be famous even a little. This is where freedom of speech comes in.
Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak freely without censorship. The synonymous term freedom of expression is sometimes used to indicate not only freedom of verbal speech but any act of seeking, receiving and imparting information or ideas, regardless of the medium used. In practice, the right to freedom of speech is not absolute in any country and the right is commonly subject to limitations, such as on "hate speech".
The right to freedom of speech is recognized as a human right under Article 19 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and recognized in international human rights law in the International Covenanat on Civil and Political Rights (ICCPR). The ICCPR recognizes the right to freedom of speech as "the right to hold opinions without interference. Everyone shall have the right to freedom of expression." Furthermore freedom of speech is recognized in European, inter-American and African regional human rights law.
The rest of the article on wikipedia can be found HERE
So Basically I have this right to express myself freely note without censorship and I can't because my phone call is being nazi hidden away censorised by the Government. No one will help me not a lawyer not a policeman not the internet not myself.
My freedom of speech is being killed and murdered by other people who want to hide the truth.
My phone call where I yelled "WAR" is very important. Important enough to hide. They have taken it from my possesion against my wishes. I totally say right here in text right now that I want a copy and it is expressly against my wishes and against the law, the freedom of speech and many other laws, that it is being with held from me.
They are with holding it from me at gun point. They give me death threats sometimes.
Here is my scripture for today:
Behold, a certain lawyer stood up and tested him, saying, "Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?"
He said to him, "What is written in the law? How do you read it?"
He answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbour as yourself ."
He said to him, "You have answered correctly. Do this, and you will live."
But he, desiring to justify himself, asked Jesus, "Who is my neighbour?"
– Luke 10:25–29,
Jesus answered, "A certain man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he fell among robbers, who both stripped him and beat him, and departed, leaving him half dead. By chance a certain priest was going down that way. When he saw him, he passed by on the other side. In the same way a Levite also, when he came to the place, and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a certain Samaritan, as he traveled, came where he was. When he saw him, he was moved with compassion, came to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. He set him on his own animal, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him. On the next day, when he departed, he took out two denarii, and gave them to the host, and said to him, 'Take care of him. Whatever you spend beyond that, I will repay you when I return.' Now which of these three do you think seemed to be a neighbour to him who fell among the robbers?"
He said, "He who showed mercy on him."
Then Jesus said to him, "Go and do likewise."
– Luke 10:30–37
So here I analyse it like i'm the one who has been set upon by thieves and robbers and murderers and beaten nearly half to death. By being denied a copy of my phone call is just one thing they did. I'm waiting on somebody to help me. Of course nobody will ever come. Nobody loves their neighbour.
Your mind has never been a haven. Any person out there want to love their neighbour? Help me get a copy of my phone call back from the liars who took it freedom of speech. They torture me daily. With there technology. Thank you for your time.
I'm being tortured. What else can I say. I'm being tortured and no-one believes me. Everyday. For hours. By the government.
It first started 12 years ago when they lobotomized me with some machine while I was quietly living in my house not hurting anyone. Not a fly.
Now there back. They torture me because I supposedly hate America or something. Least I think thats the gist of it. They basically hate me so much they get great pleasure in seeing me suffer as much as humanly possible.
They cripple me financially. They do everything in there power to hurt me and make me suffer. They have me hooked up to a machine 7/24. Fascist Mind Control Slavery.
This is the government. Your government anywhere in the world.
They taunt me with there voices. Like listening to any stereo. And they taunt me with there images. One of the big things they do is scream "NO" at me when I ask for things like my phone call (See link at side 9/11) which is what attracted them this times and when I ask for money they scream "NO". Money is my phone call.
I said America sucks a few times and started hating on the people monitoring me and I end up a tortured slave, this is like 7 years after 9/11 and my phone call. 7 years of begging everyday for a copy of said phone call or some cash. 7 years. Let 7 years be marked and remembered as a fucking long long long fucking long fucking time to have no cash or a copy of my phone call and to be begging everyday for these things.
I want a copy of my phone call you fucking fascists monitoring me. Fuck off with your torture. I want you to goto jail. No one ever should be mind controlled. Fascists.
Give me my phone call. Fuck of with your fascist mind control slavery. Give Me My Phone Call.
If you believe people should be mind controlled tortured by the government do nothing. Read this and do nothing. That's what will happen to so many. Men, women, children, the unborn.
If you think otherwise like people should be free then leave a comment or do something.
If you want my torture to stop then donate some cash to me or time or something only you can think of. I really need a house.
The Governments, American and New Zealand have a copy of a phone call I made. I rang a NZ nationwide talk back show and yelled war and made a whole phone call about war.
You can't trust the people. I was being monitored b4 my phone call. Heaps. All the time. By the government. This means the government had knowledge of the attacks.
Firstly you have to hear the phone call I made. Then second, you have to learn about the secret tech they have to read your thoughts and send thoughts to you along with full motion video and text just like the matrix.
As proof I was being monitored b4 the attacks I got the text message in my mind from there technology "I hate arrogance". It appeared in my vision 2 months b4 the attacks.
They were monitoring me and new about the attacks. This technology is involved.
There monitoring me right now. Every morning when I wake up they sequester my mind. It's horrible. It's torture. It's frightening. It's humiliating. It's degrading. They taunt me and tease me.
They attack me openly and consistently with technology. Right now they are attacking me.
You can not trust the people in control of this technology. You can not trust the school that is involved with this technology. The people in control of this technology cannot be left to mead justice to the people who were monitoring me b4 September 11 2001.
The people in control of this technology do what they want to me. You don't stop them.
You don't believe me.
NO ONE CARES ABOUT these attacks against me. No one believes me.
Justice must be open and in public not behind closed doors. You cannot come into a persons home and attack them.
Did you know these people can come into your home and attack you.
They can and do. They are attacking me right now with a ringing sound in my ears.
They have made me deaf through these attacks.
They completely sequester my body mind whenever i lie down in bed and now they attack me where ever i go this ringing sound.
They attack me openly right in front of your eyes. You don't believe me. They derive much enjoyment from torturing me.
You cannot trust these people who have with held my September 11th phone call for nearly 9 years because it is a conspiracy and the government had knowledge of the attacks.
Now they attack me. They have absolutely no reason to attack me they do it for there enjoyment.
The government know that I am owed at least 4 million dollars for work that I have done. It does not take nearly 9 years since the September 11th 2001 attacks and my phone call to collect this money.
It has been 9 years and they withhold money from me and now they torture me still more even in my own house.
Please someone help me
I can't stop them from torturing me.
Please someone help.
They withhold money from me and they withhold a copy of the phone call i made which would be very popular along with my testimony about how I have been tortured by top secret classified government technology by the most evil people imaginable. The people behind September 11th 2001.
They withhold money from me to keep me poor because they know the media would become involved at some stage. They keep me poor on purpose living with cockroachs and terrible miserable conditions. This is even though I have earned the money. I have earned the money.
I earned 4 million dollars minimum as soon as the planes hit the buildings because of my phone call.
I want my money. I want a copy of my phone call so that justice in the eye of the public can at least be attempted. They have withheld my phone call for nearly 9 years now and kept me poor now for nearly 9 years. They do this to hurt me. For over 9 years they have done this to hurt me. To control me. Now they take the control to the level of slavery and torture.
There were the people b4 9/11 then I got lots of attention after 9/11 so there are different groups of people. All of them have tortured me. For there own pleasure and amusement in my own home while I complain to everyone and no one listens.
It's all about the technology. Listen. The word technology u fools. They use it on me. Fuck you doctors and your fucking diagnosis of skizophrenia everytime I tell them it's technology. Listen Fuck You government and your fucking lies.
It's been 9 years you liars. I earned 4 million as soon as the planes hit the buildings. I have earned some justice against people that torture me in my own home.
There has to be a law against this technology. They are torturing me. They make me so angry that I yell and scream.
They owe me money.
They owe me justice. In the eyes of the public. Fuck your lies. 9 fucking years. Where is my money. The money I have earned. Where is my phone call you liars covering up for the people who break the law by withholding my phone call from me, from general ears. Liars.
Where is my money. It has been 9 years. Where is the copy of my phone call. It has been 9 years. I demand them now.
I demand my money and a copy of my phone call right now.
Fuck You Government 9 years. Fuck your tortures. Fuck your mind control. Fuck you being in my house. Get out.
I demand my money and a copy of my phone call right now.
I got nothing to write about though i'm being tortured alot lately. The scary abusive torture. The most horrible torture you can imagine. The most cruelest suffering you can fathom. The torture of having no money. The pain. The agony. The terror. The fear.
Please help end my torture now today. Donate to me.
Haddaway - What Is Love
I'm supposed to believe in a virgin birth. Also a resurrection. With no proof of either. Now if it were truth then it should be obvious to all.
Possibly one-day money will be replaced. Perhaps an abundance in the world would help everyone. An abundance through technology. God seems not to want to help.
