Darcy Lee Professional Beggar Running a War on Death; Enemy of Death. THIS IS WAR. Death is an enemy. This website is dedicated to the defeat of death. All suffering, pain, war, crime, poverty, Sin, this is all death. Donate Today. I'm looking for enough donations to buy a house. This will be my base for the rest of my life where I will stage a war on death for as long as I live.
A pack of cigarettes costs $32 dollars currently. I often buy 2-3 packs a week. This is alot of money that could be going on food and savings.
rtx 4070 ti nvidia video card. $1700
Thats definitely up there on my list of things i want first.
Also a power supply for computer so can run video card $150
Electric guitar and amplifier $500
Bluetooth Stereo that doubles for an amplifier for my guitar. gunna say $300-500
Portable bluetooth speaker $100
New cell phone $300
Android Tablet $400
Pay of debt at baycorp so can obtain credit again. Not sure how much say $1000
Buy a battery and 16gb ram for my laptop which is absolute luxury for how much i use it but $75 for battery and $120 for ram say $200.
Buy another 16gb ram for my desktop pc to take it to 32gb $120
Quitting smoking would enable me to up my grocery budget each week so am spending more on food and not starving and actually having takeaways and nice foods from the supermarket. This change in diet would provide broad health and energy benefits on top of the benefits of quitting smoking. Put simply at the moment I don't get enough food.
Um what else.
A wifi bluetooth dongle so I can hook up my new stereo $30
If i think of more stuff ill add it. The total comes to $5000 exactly. But i know there is stuff I have forgotten.
So there we have it. $5000 is about 2 years savings at $50 dollars a week. Incredibly doable if I just quit smoking. NOW whats stopping me from quitting smoking?
I had a bit of extra money today so I bought the domains www.warondeath.com and www.enemyofdeath.com It's possible I will develop a site specifically for these domains. But not likely.
At the moment they point to www.darcylee.com I don't actually know what i'll do with them. They just there to make a point I guess. I'll probably only have them for a year.
I was actually surprised when I found that I hadn't already added this. Here it is you must listen to this at least once but most will have heard it already unless they are super young.
Leeda Darcy Lee
Dud u have a Merry Christmas? I got lots of food which is awesome.
Haven't got much to update about Virtual Reality or 911 World Trade Center or my phone call or the songs I feature in. I'm trying to get people to understand but such is the darkness of the world. Still haven't earned yet one donation. I'm still hopeful one day the donations will roll in.
If you want to help you can post links to this website on places like You Tube, Twitter, Facebook, Forums. By doing this you get a time and date stamp. Consider this a lotto ticket that cost you not dollars but time and thought and belief and trust. It doesn't need upkeep and it will go off like a time bomb.
Christmas Tree.
Everyone is very concerned about themselves. Things could happen at some stage. I would like to earn some sort of salary at the very least. Around $600 a week or so which is basically double what i'm earning at the moment. With this salary I would like a car and house and furniture like a new computer couch comfee chairs etc everything a house needs.
Also the New Zealand Govt should deal me my marijuana drugs. Top shelf stuff. 30 grams a week for like $50 bucks or something. I have a licence to smoke. I asked for one. It exists. Tey did everything else I asked for. It should actually be a licence to grow. I don't want to test whether this licence would work until the truth comes out and it's guaranteed. At the moment I would probably still get done.
I've decided that i'm going to give away all of the domain names that I have thought up in the last approximately 4 years or so. I'm not sure exactly when the list began but it's been building for a while. I'm going to post all of the domains that i've thought up and were available when I checked them.
Now if you purchase a domain from the list then you could fire me back something in return. I dunno what. I mean if you make millions then you should definitely be buying me a house. You could donate some money or something I suppose. Every dollar helps me. I live on very little.
So these domains are a form of charity knowing that oneday I will be rich. I guess with so little traffic to this website the domains probably won't even be bought. Someone might spy one they like and purchase it. Now all of these domains were available when I first thought them up but I haven't checked them recently so some might of gone in the mean time. Also yhou might be reading this really late after I posted it so someones already gone through and got the one you wanted.
Some of them are stupid and pointless others have a bit more thought. This is my work from the last 4 years or so.
That's it. I tried counting but got lost a little. There is either 517 or 617 domains listed here. There is definitely 500 plus domains listed here.
Perhaps one of them will inspire you to create your own. I do wonder if this will make me any money. Probably not. I don't need so many domains anyway but to make money would be nice.
The bible says not to wear yourself out trying to make yourself rich. I just want to be rich without the effort. I've worked enough.
I would also now like to mention technology and virtual reality and the matrix. Some of the domains are related to these fields. There that was my mention. This site pushes virtual reality pictures in your head eyes mind not wearing eyewear but having an image in your brain. This is the future and it exists now but it's top secret and classified.
Oneday.
Anyway if you enjoyed the domains let me know with a comment or even a donation. If you buy one perhaps also leave a comment.
I'm sure with so many there, there has to be at least one that's valuable to someone.
The technology I have used to invent these domains is my brain. That line was just to mention Technology again.
I thought I should post something. I haven't posted anything all month. It's my birthday soon. Hoping for some money in the 15th year since September 11th 2001. It's a small possibility. But with the way my handlers are talking it seems that it won't happen. My birthday is May 11th. I was born in 1978. I turn 38 this year. I'm an old man.
The chorus to this song is something I spoke in my phone calls after 9/11/2001 World Trade Center Attacks. I'm pretty sure though that i'm just quoting it and it's not actually one of my songs. The line "I Give My Life To You So I Can Claim It Back Again" that's what I spoke. I quoted quite a few songs in my phone calls.
I'm adding this song to music because I quite enjoyed it. It's possibly not very much a long term song though. I was a bit hesitant to put it in music. I listened to it enough to qualify for the music category.
Added the label "Paradigm" because i've always liked the sound and spelling of the word.
Paradigm means In science and philosophy, a paradigm is a distinct set of concepts or thought patterns, including theories, research methods, postulates, and standards for what constitutes legitimate contributions to a field.
Finally after like 9 years of operating my website I have managed to get a payout from Google Adsense. I managed after this time to reach the NZ $130 dollar mark. I mean like 9 years. I'm pretty sure this website has had Adsense this whole time so it really did take me that long.
Goggle Adsense.
It was a long time. Anyway with the money I purchased a 2 Terabyte Western Digital external Hard Disc Drive. I'm pretty sure that I will be able to hit the payout limit in about 3-4 years this time. I've already had a good month. I don't think I'm actually allowed to tell you how much I earned through Adsense exactly so I won't. But already It's been pretty good.
The money from the first payout was in my bank account on October 22 2015.
I'm going to update the money clock on the side of page to show the new earnings. I'm also going to add the Diablo 3 earnings from the past and any other earnings I make like other games I have played. This money clock is for all money I make through the internet.
Added Label "Money Clock".
So in terms of what i've made through the internet here goes:
$10 US Dollars for Ad on Website. Source dried up. $391 US Dollars from Diablo 3 Auction House, Source dried up. $260 US Dollars Other Games. Can still make a little money from this source possibly but not much. $85 US Dollars from Google Adsense. Still able to make money from this source.
$746 US Dollars altogether and this is the total that's going on the clock. So my efforts from the internet have earned me this much in 9 years of trying. Not very successful really.
Watching this makes me wonder whatever happened to my life. I mean I made a million dollars at 23 but I had to suffer heaps to make that. I always thought I would make a discovery of something. Anyway I turned down the 1 million and here I am broke to this day. I'm still waiting for the Govt to pay me out. I should get enough money for a house one day from the Govt and then finally start to prosper.
I guess I never applied myself. I always found things to hard and gave up early. I could've learned to program computers but failed there. It would of been good enough just to be set up for life but I didn't even claim that for myself.
15 Richest YouTubers.
This video lists people who have made millions through YouTube. I'm jealous also.
I had an accident on my 50cc Scooter about 2 weeks ago on Wednesday the 16th of September 2015 at about 5pm. I'm ok. Just hurt my big toe. But it's ok now. My scooter front wheel and guard were damaged in the accident and possibly the front forks.
So far all seems to be going well with the people seeking parts to replace what was damaged.; It wasn't my fault. I was coming upto a giveway sign and a big toyota hilux came round on wrong side of road cutting the center line and caught and run over my front wheel. I was going pretty slowly so I just was able to jump off. I was like 1 metre from the giveway sign.
I remember thinking when I pick up my broken bike to check where it had fallen to see if I had crossed center line or something. It had fallen away from me and even the handle bars were inside the center line. The Hilux was well wrong and at fault.
It was very violent. It could of been much worse. I could've been killed.
I really need a car now to be safe. But i'm poor.
It's put me right off scooters.
It wasn't my fault I was hit unawares from out of no where before I even new what was happening. I even did the exact opposite thoughts thing that I should of in such an emergency. It was over so quicky but my thoughts and reaction were all wrong and I should've been jumping out of the way or something. I reacted poorly. I won't make it if I have to rely on my reactions vs thinking on what to do to save me or someone else in a life threatening emergency.
I don't think there is anything that can speed me up and make me more "onto it" as they say.
Here are some photos:
Hopefully soon enough i'll be rich and able to afford a car. Rich to me is like $450k.
I am expecting some money for my September 11th World Trade Center Phone call. Can only be patient and wait. A car would be safer. Really need to upgrade to a car for safety now. The scooter accident was violent. But i'm safe. But it really put me off riding a scooter now. If the scooter ever gets fixed and I have to ride it again i'm going to be ever so careful and dreaming of a car the whole way.
Found this picture after searching for Ancient of Days in Google. It's a Watercolor etching called The Ancient of Days done in (1794) by William Blake.
I thought it was very cool. Now.... I was searching for ancient of days because I sometimes call myself by that. I use this term because my suffering was like every day being a 100 years.
I feel ancient and very old and my body shows it. I'm lucky to have survived. I'm still a captive though of the Govts, still their slave.
I also pronounce Ancient of Days and Ate Shit of Days reminding me again of the long time I suffered when I should be having the best time of my life in my youth.
Write your comments about this Watercolor.
Daniel 7:13 “In my vision at night I looked, and there before me was one like a son of man,a coming with the clouds of heaven. He approached the Ancient of Days and was led into his presence.
Daniel 7:14 He was given authority, glory and sovereign power; all nations and peoples of every language worshiped him. His dominion is an everlasting dominion that will not pass away, and his kingdom is one that will never be destroyed.
I'm coming into a kingdom sooner or later of lots of money and modern tech. I hope to make it one that can never be destroyed or never pass away.
I believe in immortality and resurrection. These are things my kingdom stands for. We are in a fight against death. Death is the last enemy. One day Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain. My kingdom stands for these things.
People need lifting. Burdens need to be carried. There is a scripture for that it is: Galatians 6:2 Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.
So we can help each other. I will be helping others when I come into my kingdom and my kingdom should create a small fire and shift in the world.
Hopefully some everlasting damage can be done against all that is evil.
I am a light unto the world. Matthew 5:14 "You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. I am a light unto the world. I will be very famous if the truth is ever known. But it seems I can be hidden. People will be altered in their timelines that they are living.
Hopefully they will be lifted to a higher life. The matrix tech is coming. This tech in itself will change many things. I've had some wonderful dreams.
I've written enough.
Added Labels "Resurrection" "Revelations" "Kingdom" "Cool" "Burdens" and "Ancient".
I went from listening to You Move To This Phenomenon to Tribute to trying a few other Tenacious D songs. This was the first one I tried and I liked it immediately. I'm adding it. I'm on the 3rd play now. I'm definitely going to get more plays out of it though. The video is also quite humorous.
Tenacious D
As for personal life i've injured my back after sitting in a chair for like 27 hours playing World of Warcraft. I felt it when I first sat down that I was loading all my weight onto a disc and kinda locking out a little. If I had a better more padded chair I would be ok. The chair I have although the best i've ever had is still lacking in any padding. It doesn't really have any cushion to soften it for you. It has a little but not enough for there really to be any movement.
I have to be more careful. The pain is terrible in certain positions. I can barely move. I like a little old hunched up lady. Getting up and sitting down is terrible.
Anyone want to buy a poor person a chair? Or buy me anything? I'm poor my wages never change. You buying me something anything will add to my overall total. Perhaps you could just donate cash and let me spend it on what ever. That could be cool. No ones ever donated before. But saying that after nearly 8 years I am actually about to be paid out in Google Adsense. The payout limit is $130 NZ dollars. I'm hoping to buy a 2TB External HDD as my internal 1.5TB is nearly full. It should take me about 1-3 more months to make the last $1.25. Hopefully I can get a 2TB without spending the money on something else.
Another thing but I recently got a new monitor. It's the same size (22") and Resolution (1680x1050) as my old one but it has a faster refresh rate. I've also managed in my wheelings and dealings to pay for a new 24" full HD (1920x1080). It's going to take about a month to arrive though. I will have dual monitors a 22" and 24". At the moment i'm using a 22" and 19".
I recently just ticked over 1 million gold across all my characters in World of Warcraft. Mostly trading in pets from server to server.
I thought I would get this post in before midnight and the end of the month but I didn't quite make it. I got distracted, so now it's going on the first of the month. September. Only 11 days till 9/11 anniversary.
Another thing. I recently had an uncle die as well. Uncle Peter. I knew him from the ages of about 5-17 or so. His kidneys had failed a while ago and he was on dialysis. I didn't see much of him in later life but it's still sad to hear of his passing. I don't see much of the cousins these days. I do have one memory of him selling me some shoes as a kid. He lived and owned a shoe shop in Carterton for a while. I'm pretty sure I have the right uncle.
Thousand Foot Krutch - You Move To This Phenomenon.
Been listening to this for the last couple days. Bit bored of it now buts it's still pretty cool and I like it. It's also one of my songs. The line "You Move To This Phenomenon" is me speaking. I was speaking about Jesus.
Don't know about Jesus anymore. I've done nothing but suffer and be tortured by other humans. All because of these songs. Before 2001 it was worse. I don't understand how humans can be so evil. None of the bible ever comes true. O death where is thy sting. Well death still survives to this day. People get tortured. Pain thrives. God does nothing.
God when are you going to change this world into something good. At the moment it's only evil. There is only suffering.
I'm tortured daily by humans. They mind control me with technology. They lord it over me. They won't give me any money to provide some comfort. They keep my phone call a secret.
The are vain and think ever so highly of themselves.
The bible does nothing though. Neither do Christians. No Christian believes my story so no action is taken.
I want some comfort.
I want some money.
I want to stop being mind controlled. I want the people behind it to be judged by the public for what they do. They mind control everyone. The laws they make put them above us.
They keep it secret.
No one believes.
God you suck. God your evil. You do nothing.
Jesus you suck. Your death which you could've avoided did nothing but give them something to mind control me with.
Religion sucks. It doesn't work. The cross has no power. Jesus has no power and is dead.
I need to die.
Jesus you are a liar.
2000 years of human suffering makes me believe Jesus is a liar. But to come to this conclusion yourself then you must suffer for like at least 5 years of the worst suffering imaginable.
Jesus doesn't save.
Jesus is evil. Jesus doesn't care.
Jesus teachings are evil. They are undecipherable. They provide no comfort in your pain. They only lead to madness.
The whole bible is a book of madness.
God is evil but more than likely doesn't exist.
What else can I say about God? Even right now the usual things that come up in my eyesight are coming up right now. These are mind control items. I am being mind controlled right now.
Nobody believes in this tech.
I hate God.
God has done no good in my life.
God is not good. God is not real. There are only evil humans like Hitler with no humans to oppose the evil. The evil goes unchecked.
I have for the last 17 years been tortured by humans. Even longer than that. They have mind controlled me all my life.
No Christian will accept me. They don't believe my words. My words about the tech and songs are truth. Yet no one acknowledges me.
God is not real. God is evil.
Christians are evil. They don't believe in their God. If they did they would believe me.
I hate God.
I hate Christians.
Not one person has believed me.
God does nothing. Nobody can hear his voice. In the face of absolute suffering for years on end God did nothing.
God your evil. You don't prove me wrong.
God show your face you coward. Stop hiding.
There are no weapons the average man has against the evil in the world. If your going to be tortured you will be tortured. No God will stop it.
When will I stop being tortured. When will I be believed. When will these men and women who have practiced mind control on me be brought to justice. Do you think they believe in your God?
They know there isn't a god. Their behavior exhibits what they believe. They torture people for fun
I am tortured for sport and fun.
You don't believe me. So they can carry on with out fear.
I need the people who do this to me to be punished.
Their laws can't possibly hold up under reality. If the people knew about them.
They break international war rules about torture.
I am a torture victim.
I have no scars and nobody believes me. Yet I am tortured by other men daily.
I believe the theory of God is evil and he doesn't exist.
But as long as men can do things in secret their will always be wrongs.
The darkness that these cockroaches hide in needs to be brought to the world
The world needs to know about this tech. This so others aren't tortured by it.
They are worse than Hitler these people. They are hardcore fascists. Nazis in true blood. Only armed with modern tech.
It is a war.
I am tortured as a prisoner.
I have done nothing wrong.
These people have made all the choices and decisions.
I asked for money everyday they watched me. I am destitute and poor.
These people have no heart. They have no mercy. They have given themselves to the way of evil.
They enjoy evil more than good. They practice it to get better at it.
I am very distressed at the moment.
God is no help. There is no help for me.
I want my freedom that is my right.
I want my rights that every human should have. The right not to be mind controlled and tortured.
These people think so highly of themselves. They call themselves God.
They treat everyone as underneath and below them.
They are not afraid. They have no fear.
So you Christian. When are you going to believe me.
I don't believe in your evil God anymore. He is evil. I have now endured more than Christ did for a much longer period of time. Chirsts' suffering was over in a matter of hours. Mine went on at max level for 10 years. Then it stopped for like 6 months then the humans started right back at it. Now I have all new wounds.
All humans are evil.
I want my rights. I want the law to do me justice. They are breaking the law and they are from the Govt. Nobody cares about me.
I don't even have one comment on my website after like 8 years.
No body loves me.
To love me is to believe what I say.
From experience I can only go by. My experience is God never speaks to you. I haven't heard his voice. God doesn't fight for you. From experience God doesn't exist.
Men are evil. Men know that God doesn't exist and take advantage of men that believe in God.
Why should I be tortured. I am innocent. I've done nothing criminal. They torture me now for pleasure.
They fail to understand pain as they have never known it.
I want the torture to stop.
When will the torture stop.
They make me angry. They mock and tease me with the tech.
They even can control what I type and make me speak out loud what and as I type.
They can see what I see hear what I hear. Who gave them permission.
We didn't. We make the laws. Not them.
They can't make a law that make me their slave.
I am a slave under law though.
They keep me as a slave. They treat me badly. Jesus is evil
I can't say how much I hate Jesus for all the suffering he has brought into my life.
Jesus you are not good. God you are not good either.
There is no one good. Not One.
These people need to have it taken off them. Permanently.
These people need to be mind controlled themselves.
They need their minds read and made public.
Something needs to be done. But you are evil.
You are evil as well.
You don't believe. You haven't suffered.
Until the truth comes out you are all evil.
You are evil with them.
You chose to believe them over me.
I hate God now. I have given God 37 years to do something. That's totally long enough.
God is useless in the face of human suffering and death.
God does nothing.
This tech seems much greater than god if it can control my every move.
What gives them the lawful right to make me their slave.
They are exactly the same people before 9/11 and after 9/11.
Nothing changed. The evil was allowed to live.
Evil must be killed and punished and tortured.
Lay your life down for me.
I hate God. I hate the world. I hate life.
You are not innocent. Nobody is. Please help me stop being tortured by other humans. Believe what I say. Maybe not about God but at least about the songs and about being tortured.
Noboby even believes I am being tortured. It's all in my head.
I seem to have a fascination with the Lethal Weapon series. Anyway my take on "Anything you want Leo Getz" is "Anything he wants Bill Gates" pronouncing Gates as Getz.
I bring up Bill Gates because today I sent him an email business like in an attempt to make some money. I sent a list of about just over 400 domains that I have invented over the last 3 years. I'm hoping that Bill will show some interest in at least one of the domains and purchase it from me. I'm trawling with a fishing net hoping to catch some fish. With over 400 domains suggested one has to be ok surely and pay out some money? It has been 3 years works over the days.
Bill Gates
I don't know if i've mentioned it yet but my main monitor has stopped working. I'm having to use a much smaller screen at a lower resolution. Any money earned will go on a monitor.
Still no luck in raising money or donations for a house as if you would've guessed. I still pay rent.
People don't believe me that i'm a Billionaire Rockstar who's cut off from his money till something happens god knows what.
I have to try and earn money however I can. On that note this website is about to pay out after nearly 6 years. I have nearly hit the Google adsense payment threshold of $130 NZ dollars when they pay you out. YAY. I really hope i'm not breaking TOS by telling you that but I should be able to say just that.
The money earned is probably going on either a new monitor or an external 2TB Hard Disk Drive. I'll try and do the monitor first though. Hope old Bill Replies back to ole unimportant me.
As always you can contact Bill Gates at BillG@microsoft.com
I posted this indiegogo.com which is a fundraising site. I'm going to log it under forum posts and things like that. In this post I try and get people to donate and offer in return that they suffer a little and feel a sting caused by their donating. I also say that my suffering was an indicator of the end of all life in the future but this can be changed. LOL. Read it you want.
I have suffered. I have truly truly suffered. I believe I have set world records in suffering. I'm pretty sure the suffering came from vertebrae in my neck. This pretty much gave me no place to lay my head for about 10 years of which I suffered to near maximum extreme pain.
I'm raising money for my own house to live a better higher life in what I now consider is a very evil world that many innocent people live in.
I am a trader. I guess that i'm looking for sponsorship from a brand that represents extremeness and endurance.
My suffering was record breaking. I hit the max my senses could handle for sustained periods never far from the top. Now if foxes have holes and birds have nests then I had no place to rest my head.
My suffering is record breaking. Someone has to hold the title of suffering most. There is Jesus. Well now there's me. I must be like a equal to Jesus. My flesh has been crucified to the extreme.
It says we share in Jesus suffering. Well you can share in mine. You can buy some of my suffering. A dollar or two will ease my suffering and create suffering for you thereby you are sharing in my suffering. If your not suffering you haven't given enough.
I think life as we know it went extinct sometime in the future and I felt it now. You can buy some peace for the future. My peace will create a better future as I shed abroad sentences profound and wise generated from a life time of suffering. I need to ascend to higher levels. A higher standard of living. By owning my own house is a solid base and higher level than I currently am. At 37 I haven't ascended very high. I have hit the bottom though or the top end of suffering which ever way you want to confuse it.
I can't really share in anyone's suffering but there have been none greater only equals. But now what do I have to trade. See i'm not thinking material possessions. I'm thinking there is still something to trade even once we have been stripped of everything we own. We still have our thoughts and our words.
By you reading this your future is changing. Even just a little.
I guess i'm looking for someone like NIKE to sponsor me. Nike sponsor athletes. Well consider me as extreme high end ultimate suffering and endurance, still living and escaped from it. ]
This is like ultimate endurance.
I guess I would be an embarrassment to whoever might consider sponsoring me. But they should basically believe in how much I have suffered.
I do know and am pretty sure that I hold records for suffering and one day it has potential to be proven in a very advanced technological future.
Share in my suffering. You can buy some of my suffering. Most have enough. But consider this suffering that I am offering a blessing.
I guess there are at the moment two things in proposal for raising money for my house. One is sharing in my suffering by donating. The other idea is earning a good sponsorship deal like Nike or someone because of my extreme endurance feat.
EXTREME ENDURANCE.
RECORD HOLDING SUFFERING.
The bible mentions me. LOL NOT. Just play along. But the saying goes had no place to lay my head. Luke 9:58 This is me. I fulfilled this part of scripture.
I had a house and pillow every night but there was no place to lay my head, I could find no rest from my suffering in my head area.
So the tech i've invented is suffering transference. The more you give and donate to me or others, as this tech has been secretly applied to indiegogo, the more it hurts. It could be a creeper. You give then bam before you know it your suffering cause you gave heaps. Suffering is not addictive.
There are good reasons to suffer. You believe the bible don't you in this modern day tech universe. I quote from the bible to prove my suffering transference technology and it's advantages that suffering bestows upon you.
Well 1 Peter 4:1 whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.
Not only that, but we also boast in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, Romans 5:3
So by donating your producing endurance in yourself. You also get to boast about your particular suffering. You could be like La La to people.
The suffering generated upon donating to me has been tuned up and is more than other pages on indiegogo when donating to them.
ANother way you suffer is you look foolish by donating. But really this is your disguise. You've thrown everyone off guard got them thinking your foolish. Really your the smartest in the room. Now people lower their guard around you till eventually you spring delivering your payload of intellect and wisdom knocking everyone off their feet.
I guess a third idea is that life went extinct. See my suffering was so great it represented all life dying. By giving me money your changing the future of everyone on the planet starting with your own future. This should lead to life surviving into immortality and foreverness.
This is just a theory I play with. Extreme supreme suffering to be boasted about as enduranceafying.
What is suffering for? Like needless pointless suffering? Well I'm going to share mine and i'm offering it for sale via suffering transferance technology which requires you to donate to me or anyone and you in return suffer a little producing endurance and character within you.
Donate to me and suffer yourself.
My indiegogos never work so I guess i'm really just using this as a forum that maybe 20-30 people will see.
You could check out my website which gives further clues to my suffering. http://www.darcylee.com
I intend on spreading the wisdom and nature that comes from long intense suffering. I should generate some words or actions that should help someone some where. Your donations are helping spread the things I have learned from suffering which isn't really anything yet but so extreme was my suffering that it should produce some works.
Works from individual suffering.
Do you need to suffer? Donate.
Not all are guaranteed to suffer but many will by donating to me.
Want the planet to live in the future. My suffering produced by tech means that I and others suffer cause so that one day no one has to suffer. Got it. And that we make sure someone makes it what ever it is.
By donating you are donating to the future of the planet.
By sponsoring me you are sponsoring a symbol of extreme suffering.
I just need a house. I have suffered greatly. I hold the records. But noone is able as yet to acknowledge my records.
But believe anyway.
There should be no doubting that I have indeed suffered but as to how much should be the debate.
I say I have suffered enough to say that in the future all life died.
You can change this future by donating to me.
This is bible tech which is stupid really cause no one believes that hocus pocus.
But it's all so suffering tech. The Suffering I experienced in life has written this post.
Great suffering i have done.
What will it produce for me.
Will I just die?
No one perhaps can understand.
Wanna feel a sting? Donate to me.
I never make a cent out of these things.
Imagine suffering. I hit the max. Now the world is going to change because of that.
It has started here.
This is part of the work I am putting in.
No one believes or knows or understands how much I have suffered.
It's hard to describe suffering. I give you a warning about it. Everyone should be preparing to suffer.
You can't know about suffering until after you've been through it. You can have all the theory in the world.
I'm offering via your donations that you can have some of your own suffering. Most will feel a sting.
It will generate a memory.
You will remember.
This I also offer in trade.
I offer you the memory of this donation.
I hope I can sell you a memory.
So for your donation you get a memory. A sting. You save life in the future. You get some suffering which produces character and endurance and you in your suffering have something to boast about. I forget what else you get by donating to me but there are other perks.
I guess it quite a biggy to preserve life in the future. Think nothing of it.
Anyway please donate to me.
Suffer a little. You could pretend to be a soldier.
What will you do with your suffering? The possibilities are endless.
The following post I made to 3 different crowd funding sites. A crowd funding site is a place where people specifically go to give and receive money for different ideas and startups of emergencies anything really. If people have sympathy for you or your idea is good they will donate.
My last page which is on rockethub hasn't been approved yet but i'll add link if it does get approval. *EDIT* added link to rocket hub.
Anyhow here is the article seeking to get house sponsorship I wrote.
So my idea to make donations is to sell advertising on a house. I'm also looking at doing the same with a car. Basically you make a donation big enough and this earns you an advertising spot somewhere either on the inside or exterior or roof of my house or fences or perhaps billboards that could be erected.
Also I'm looking to earn $30k for a car here in NZ. Something like a Suzuki Grand Vitara 4wd 2 door. But I would drive anything if it was a car company who wanted me to support and drive their brand around. I could have your advertising on the car. I will pay for all petrol and maintenance on the car but you have to pay for the paint job and car itself. I will drive it everywhere and own it a long time. Your advertisement will be seen in many places round New Zealand on this car.
This could catch on. You could have professional paid people who drive round in special advertising cars. The sole goal of the car is to have the advertising on it and to be seen driving round in various places. More people could sell advertising on their cars perhaps to be seen. A company could paint up a few 100 of peoples cars with their logo. Perhaps start a trading website where buyers and sellers of this type of advertisement could meet up.
A Person could advertise with pictures of their car selling advertising space on their car stating where and how big. The people who want the adds could pay the person a fee for having the ad on the car plus the paint job itself. It could be something as simple as a bumper sticker. Match up bumper stickers of advertisements to cars for dollar bills. I'm sure people would be willing to donate space on their cars for advertising if they were being paid. It could also perhaps be a type of catalog of cars.
So I don't know how it goes yet but let's say if you donate $500 dollars as a minimum then you achieve the smallest size advertisement on the inside of the house. $50 will get you a text link somewhere on the inside of house. $1000 will get you an advertisement on the outside of the house or fence or roof of house. Alot of the factors are going to depend on the house I purchase. But I guarantee that I will spend $35,000 US dollars on the paintjob itself probably more. If you want a bigger advertisement then buy multiple blocks.
At the moment I can't guarantee the size of advertisements. I have to make enough money to purchase both the house and get it painted in all the advertisements. This won't be easy. If i fail to make enough money for the paint job I will try and get just a text link done. This really is just to raise funds for a house for myself. I will live in this house for the rest of my life unless I can upgrade or something. I'm hoping to build new though so it should last a long time.
There was million dollar pixel homepage where the guy was selling pixel adds. I guess I'm selling ads but the pixels are on my house and car.
So you can donate towards an advertisement on a house or car. This is how i'm trying to raise my funds. If all goes well and we raise enough I should be able to get this done.
I once saw a house and the wallpapered interior was just hung up old newspapers that people could read. The wallpaper was newspapers. This house will be an advertisement for many companies if I make enough. A car would be a bonus. Also someone once sold an advertisement on their forehead as a tattoo. Well I'm selling advertisements on my house and car. Commercial sponsored advertising corporate business house living. You don't see many people living in sponsored houses. I'm hoping the advertising and sponsorship will cover the cost of everything.
Just to make it clear. I first need to raise enough funds to purchase a house as I don't as yet own my own house. If i don't make enough then I will just use any money earned for various endeavours in my life. Hopefully I can make enough to both purchase the house and get the paintjob done.
Thanks for reading
Darcy Lee
www.darcylee.com
That was exactly word for word what I put on the three sites. Also only 2 of the sites included what they call perks. These make it easy to get the people making the donations and the advertising sorted. I'm not sure if the 3rd site is going to be able to handle what i'm doing but i'll try anyway.
Children in Syria picking bread pieces up off of the floor.
Saw this and was sad. Don't really know what to say. They don't get any help. Aid doesn't reach them. There are so many in this situation as well. One of these days someone smart will say enough. The matrix tech could go a long way to helping these people. Perhaps their experience could be translated and understood on a higher level with the tech.
We absolutely need to feed people. The matrix tech will provide wealth for all people great and small. But it is mind control. These people deal with hunger I deal with mind control.
A lot of people live in absolute luxury. I believed when I was younger if I just had enough to keep me self sufficient I could have made a huge dent in the poverty of the world through ideas and thoughts.
I never made it to self sufficiency and picked up a couple of addictions on the way. I could of still succeeded with my addictions in the early years I thought but my light was definitely dampened. It would've been a matter of throwing off the chains of whatever was dragging me down.
Somewhat.
Now even if I was to become rich I would probably pick up more addictions. It would just be a matter of being around the the right person who tempts you. Because you've got the money you might indulge. I am aware of addiction and harm yet someone I feel could override my will to resist.
So not to be rich but to be self sufficient. Or to be rich and possibly burn out earlier suffer an early death because of drugs. But having the money meant you can do greater good.
I have way to many distractions in poverty that crowd my life for me to efficiently think. Also now my thinking is effectively crippled.
You think to small.
Video is 2 children from Syria eating bread crumbs.
Truly my old age sucks. I may have conquered the world but I didn't do one bit to help children like in the video. I guess I have shared in their suffering. Believe it. My suffering was great. Just as great as this. Also it was for 10 years. I had to wait that long for relief. Everyday is a huge weight. Not like the luxury of a rich person.
If I was self sufficient now I could possibly find it within myself to aid people somehow. Still with ideas and thoughts . I have a huge wealth of suffering to draw from as experience. I have the desire. Now I lack the intelligence.
I guess so many people have tried what makes me any different, if I was rich, from a rich man currently trying to solve the issues we face. I don't think I would do any better.
I do desire strongly to be rich though. To have an abundance. To have my needs met. I desire everyones needs are met. But this is a long way from happening.
I would like to setup everyone in my life at the moment financially. Once this is done I would like to dedicate my mind to solving some of the issues that are a heavy burden to us.
I don't know if I could be of any effect at all unless I had some substantial money behind me and then it's not really me it's the money. My mind is just to crippled now.
Destruction. How I feel.
I guess I just want to say that we need to move more people into thinking positions. Positions where they are stable with the fewest possible day to day worries of life. It's the worries that get you. The little distractions that take away from your precious total sum of power that is needed to break past the barrier.
Get more people owning their own homes and living the dream.
I believe more people should can retire comfortably at 35 spend the rest of their life in philanthropy aiding the words problems.
The money is all pooled wrong. The rich have to much and the poor to little.
Like I said. If I had enough money in the right time frame I believe I could've created a fire that would've done a lot of damage to the evil that 's out there.
There must be other younger people than me who feel it in themselves to do something like this if they just have enough money before they get to old. I missed my window.
I think different now that I have suffered. Perhaps if one day I still make it if my phone call gets paid out and I can setup all my friend then because of my suffering I will indeed now be able to help.
Immense suffering exists in the world.
Where by if I never suffered then I wouldn't have the same urgency and couldn't offer nearly the same amount of help. Though I must say I did have a pretty strong desire to think but just needed that security and self sufficiency, I needed the money. I guess I was just naive to how easy it can happen, that you get hurt, and how bad it actually is in the world.
Young people need money and less worries. They are our brightest thinkers. I am basically a dead man now in thinking.
There are some simple things that can be done. Get money to people instead of letting the rich horde it all for themselves in banks and material items. The rich need to spend.
Also secrets need to be revealed. Secrets of the GOVTs of the world. I wait patiently for money from my phone call so I can think in peace. I will try and Remember these children as you should.
I made another page similar to my indiegogo.com page also trying to raise money for Warcraft. This time it's on a site called gofundme.com I just wanted to post the link here as if that would help.
I'm actually quite rapt at the link cause it has worldofwarcraft in it. Check it out.
I'm adding this as an edit but i've also been able to make a page at another crowd funding place. This site is called rockethub. So that's three sites I have pages at. Indiegogo, Rockethub and Gofundme. I am also waiting on approval for one last page on Kickstarter. You can follow the link to rockethub here:
Eric Liu: Why ordinary people need to understand power. Thats the title of the video above. I watched it all. Having power is something that my psychologist said I didn't have when I told him about the songs I have words in. He said I need power. I need power to get my phone call out into the public. There perhaps needs to be a demand for it, my phone call. I don't know how to create a demand. I didn't give myself enough power at the beginning and was treated horribly after that. I guess that I have to keep telling my story on this website and on forums. The thing is all my threads die a very horrible death. Nobody listens. If I used power better I would've been able to get financial support from my initial phone call. But I kinda blew that off.
I reckon if I'd thought about it I could've got 4 billion dollars on the spot. The thing is I wasn't like I am today. I was still suffering hard core and with this I think I would've made poorer decisions. It's possible that waiting has been safer. But not this long. Not as long as it's been. I'd be in much better condition if I was rich possibly from food to gym equipment to housing to entertainment. The bible says to beware the deceit of wealth. It's hard to imagine life being rich. How can rich be bad? I possibly might use some drugs or something? This could be a very real trap. Money is kind of power. The bible says you either love money or God and that you can't serve two masters.
Between money and God, God would be the better master. It would be far better to be in Love with God than to be in Love with money. But what am I? I can't ask myself this question. I chase money very hard. I long and want money to be rich. I just want to be comfortable. I don't really know God but I know money. I can't ask myself this question because I don't know the answer. It's like God are you even real.
I have a lot of questions with very little power to answer them and make endings and solutions. We are working in the dark. Some still shine brighter than others even in this dark. Jesus said "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life ".
I don't know how you or I can follow Jesus. Perhaps he is just a myth and Legend. I grew up with Jesus. I went to a thing called Boys Brigade, it was a Christian organisation for boys. That's possibly where I learned most of my scripture. I never had a bible at home. But today it's very hard to see the light of life and I possibly walk in darkness. It's very hard to believe in Jesus in todays world as a grown up after examining the bible again. I must say I do like some of the teachings. Many of the teachings.
I have found myself practising stuff from the bible as I grew. I liked it and used to rely on it, the bible. I have truly suffered now. If you can share in Christs suffering I have done that, I have truly suffered. Now I hope to share in his, Christs glory. I guess my end will be death like everyone else. Medically i'm not in the best condition. I'm poor medically as well as financially. But I hope I got 30 years left. I should see some marvellous things in the next 30 years. Technology will be amazing. They are working hard everyday.
We humans are fragile aren't we. Here one minute gone the next. I hope I have deep roots and foundations to see me through situations that may come about. This has kinda been the type of power that I use in this post. I rely on the bible stories a lot for my power. But they could be quite false. I have no way to prove or disprove them. It's what I love though. I will keep searching scriptures for answers to everyday problems where solutions are needed. I like referring to scripture. But it could be just nonsense. Why do I use it when there is not end to it. It goes on and on. I hope to oneday solve the age old question "Is there a GOD". Will I ever answer this question. I guess to solve it is to meet him.
I still find the bible a good read. I also like reading commentary and blogs about scripture and listening to sermons. I guess this post is long enough. I need more power to solve things is this the answer? Where will this power come from?
911 Phone call on YOUTUBE is a small the goal. Death is the final enemy. Fight death. Defeat Death.
This is kind of a sad song I find. It's very Christian and Jesus. I did get a few listens out of it though.
It's obviously very hard to believe in Jesus with so many people saying no. The world pushes Jesus away.
I'm kind of ashamed of my belief in Jesus in the fact that I don't really believe in him. There's a scripture saying..... Luke 9:26 Whoever is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels. And also..... Matthew 10:33 But whoever disowns me before others, I will disown before my Father in heaven.
I kinda love Jesus words but I can't see after 2000 years and the way technology is that Jesus is going to have an impact in the future. It's possible there will always be believers in Jesus through the entire history. I find it ever so hard to believe in Jesus and find that he's mostly a myth. He probably did indeed suffer though so that's a pretty hard thing to do. He deserves his church. Isn't it hard to believe in his resurrection from the dead? This is like a key point of Christianity. Yet I find myself not believing.
The bible is just so hard to believe in. Jesus is just as hard but I like what he says. There is no evidence for his RES or his miracles. I do like the fact that people gather once a week even if they are praising Jesus and worshipping. At least there being social and making friends and communicating ideas and efficiencies. Proverbs 27:17 As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another. The gathering is vital. It's generally wholesome even if a little crazy from it's base. I believe it does nothing but good unless they are strict and unlike children possibly. Just the people interacting and talking and there can be quite alot of people.
John 8:32 The Truth Shall Make You Free. If I was to know the truth about Jesus Christ and the bible I would have a heavy burden lifted off my shoulders. It is a puzzle I have tried to solve for a long time. I think I am at the point of not believing. It is endless and neverending. Maybe if I knew what I know now back when I was like 10 years old or something I could solve it with the endless energy I had back then and the much greater mind capacity. But now I find I am much to dumb and deceived. I would dearly love to know the truth.
I find I don't want to goto church. It's to early in the morning for me and their beliefs are different from mine. The bible says not to forsake the gathering. I guess as a non believer this doesn't apply to me. It's unfortunate that I don't know the truth. I am definitely not free.
I need a demonstration of Spirit and Power. Never seen one. Who wouldn't believe these days. So much lacking in todays Christianity. How can they be happy with what they have even though they are taught to be content with what they have. I'm pretty sure they don't have Jesus either or the truth.
Perhaps I love money? Maybe this is my fault? I need money I find. To buy food and pay bills. I also find there is always a shortage of money. I could always use more money. I do desire to be rich. But this is because the opportunity has been within reach. I would of had many other things to occupy myself the last few years if money wasn't in reach. But I always seem to be just grasping at it and it's always out of reach never to land. I hope one day to be wealthy. But it's taken it's toll. I don't need much. Hebrews 13:5 Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have,
I would like a demonstration of spirit and power. I certainly can't demonstrate such a thing. I have never seen a demonstration. Nobody is able I guess and this frustrates me a hell of alot.
Christians need to go hard and solve some of these issues. If they know God why can't others like myself. But I don't really see Christians as knowing God either. God is hidden. We are in darkness and people perish from a lack of knowledge.
This has been alot to add to this video but owell. This is where i'm at with Christianity.
