Yay It's My Birthday. 11 May 2007.

Just thought i'd make a post on my birthday. Im 29 today. 11 May 2007. I haven't had a very good last 10 years or so due to my cannabis addiction and smoking a lot of cigarettes. It only took me just under 5 years to get real sick after starting tobacco and cannabis at the age of 16. I've lived a horror story really. I'm still addicted. I'm hoping as I get older I will get some control back in my life and be able to be strong enough to eliminate cannabis and tobacco from my life. I feel quite out of control sometimes. At the moment i'm not doing to well. If I was rich I would proberly use a lot more cannabis. Life is complex.

I know that without drugs I would say life is the best thing but with drugs you lose yourself and life becomes much harder. I'm experiencing some bad things about life as most will, but I wasn't prepared for them. Anyway i'm 29 now. From experience I say run from drugs.

Gee I made some really bad mistakes in my life. Others are going to do the same. I think i've discovered something in life for myself and others, something like don't do drugs, I dunno something. I've discovered something but don't know how to pass it on or what it is even. Anyways, yay i'm 29. Hope one day I get better. Life can be really sad yes with no one to talk to because you can't talk yourself and also no one can help. Life is just hard sometimes. There are bad things..... My outlooks somewhat skewed unfortunately.

Ok.... thats enough..... Happy Birthday To Me.... Happy Birthday To Me. So Even Right Now Aren't We Changing Things.